That's right.
MADE.
Well hi there
I haven't done this in a long tiome
I thought it never would get old
hah
it did.
anyways
I'm pretty damn sure I got a speeding ticket
so I'm scared
saving money is not working for the tattoo
I need to try harder.
I'm out of the business of getting a fake
I want to save it for my birthday
plus i keep doing bad things and karma (orgod) is repaying me
so I am out of the business.
Dorothy I don't know if i told you i got the job at cookies by george.
COME VISIT ME
uhm
did i say money isnt working fofr tattoo
and my piercing fell out
and i dont want to go to the u of a
and i am
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
New Post
you cant be to careful anymore
when all that is waiting for you
wont come any closer
you've got to reach a little more.
Humph.
Sigh
emotions have been on a rollercoaster for the past 2 days
one from that party
one from somewhere else
about from sent to invited from who?
you'll never know.
humph
sigh
at a time like this i wish you were still around
at a time like this i wish it was you
at a time like this i wish i didnt have a soul
at a time like this...
who are youre real friends?
sometimes i dont even know.
in fact
all your friends seem like enemies when youre broken down and emtpy
mmmm mmmmm mmmmm
exceot that not how i feel at all right now
i
just
feel
down down down down
and also
well fuck icant let this kill me let goo
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time. to, fix, this.
i would say a sentence
that relates to this
and though THIS isnt about you
it relates back down to you
so i wont say it
but im just saying
huh
i dont even know whats wrong
well in a sense i do
but not even not really
like
this shouldnt technically bother me so much
but its all i can think about (subconciously)
when i am not practising guitar
or for the fashiion show
or doing math homework or studying math
it's all i can think about
its the nly thing i want and will ever want
and so now you probably know what i am tlking about
but you dont compoletely know because it is more complicated than the simplest form of the matter
anyways
my dad's got a gun my daddy's got a gun my dadd'ys got a gun you betta run!
when all that is waiting for you
wont come any closer
you've got to reach a little more.
Humph.
Sigh
emotions have been on a rollercoaster for the past 2 days
one from that party
one from somewhere else
about from sent to invited from who?
you'll never know.
humph
sigh
at a time like this i wish you were still around
at a time like this i wish it was you
at a time like this i wish i didnt have a soul
at a time like this...
who are youre real friends?
sometimes i dont even know.
in fact
all your friends seem like enemies when youre broken down and emtpy
mmmm mmmmm mmmmm
exceot that not how i feel at all right now
i
just
feel
down down down down
and also
well fuck icant let this kill me let goo
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time. to, fix, this.
i would say a sentence
that relates to this
and though THIS isnt about you
it relates back down to you
so i wont say it
but im just saying
huh
i dont even know whats wrong
well in a sense i do
but not even not really
like
this shouldnt technically bother me so much
but its all i can think about (subconciously)
when i am not practising guitar
or for the fashiion show
or doing math homework or studying math
it's all i can think about
its the nly thing i want and will ever want
and so now you probably know what i am tlking about
but you dont compoletely know because it is more complicated than the simplest form of the matter
anyways
my dad's got a gun my daddy's got a gun my dadd'ys got a gun you betta run!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Hey Miss Murder Can I ?
It finally hit me last night @ Alanna's house, whilst watching SuperNatural.
I
'
m
f
r
e
e
.
I'm done. I have nothing to do. And it's the best feeling in the world.
I have nothing to stop me now.
I just
became so happy in an instant and it's like
yeah.
I
'
m
f
r
e
e
.
I'm done. I have nothing to do. And it's the best feeling in the world.
I have nothing to stop me now.
I just
became so happy in an instant and it's like
yeah.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
WE SURE ARE IN FOR A SHOW TONIGHT
4 : 2
I'm feeling especially drowned now.
Like..
Physics, i just want to do so well but I know I'm not,
and I know I can't.
It's just fact of the matter, not oh you can do it Isha just believe!
I hate all you bullshitters who say that.
Like. I just don't like optimism when it comes to hmm i dunno REAL LIFE.
just pssss me off. sorry but it does.
Anywho
i just wish i was prepared for this test
this test of tests to end all tests
yes, it's my fault i didn't study as hard as i could have
and i know how hard i can study
just ask the library folk who saw me everyday for a week, chem books in hand.
and it's just like. i am really scared i am going to fail this diploma
but it's like what are you scared of REALLY.
parents? not really to be honest. university? no im not even getting in probably
then what?
just not passing?
not doing the best of your ability?
i dunno
i really don't know why this is so bothersome
it's just a test
(but it;s not JUSt a test''')
god why is this like this
i am just really truly daunted (dawnted?) about studying PHYSICS for 8 hours too
A
l
o
n
e
.
I can't get over that idea.
I know it;s like when it comes I'll just suck it up but I can't even deal right now
oh i know
i'm a complainer
you told me straight up
and it's like. i don't care at ALL LOL
i know
but i need to write it out to get it out
and you are the unfortunate victim who subscribed to my shitty blog
so
deal
with
it
I'm feeling especially drowned now.
Like..
Physics, i just want to do so well but I know I'm not,
and I know I can't.
It's just fact of the matter, not oh you can do it Isha just believe!
I hate all you bullshitters who say that.
Like. I just don't like optimism when it comes to hmm i dunno REAL LIFE.
just pssss me off. sorry but it does.
Anywho
i just wish i was prepared for this test
this test of tests to end all tests
yes, it's my fault i didn't study as hard as i could have
and i know how hard i can study
just ask the library folk who saw me everyday for a week, chem books in hand.
and it's just like. i am really scared i am going to fail this diploma
but it's like what are you scared of REALLY.
parents? not really to be honest. university? no im not even getting in probably
then what?
just not passing?
not doing the best of your ability?
i dunno
i really don't know why this is so bothersome
it's just a test
(but it;s not JUSt a test''')
god why is this like this
i am just really truly daunted (dawnted?) about studying PHYSICS for 8 hours too
A
l
o
n
e
.
I can't get over that idea.
I know it;s like when it comes I'll just suck it up but I can't even deal right now
oh i know
i'm a complainer
you told me straight up
and it's like. i don't care at ALL LOL
i know
but i need to write it out to get it out
and you are the unfortunate victim who subscribed to my shitty blog
so
deal
with
it
Sunday, January 24, 2010
lol
I laughed when you made fun of me (Kyle)
ingenious.
hmm.
let's see
4 days
3 down
3 to go
i am almost done
yet not
oh wait i mean
so close yet so, so far away
or
it's so close i can taste it
oh ya on thursday
my hair dresser scheduled me for 1 o'clock so i can only hang with you for like an hour and a half or so....
im' sorry!
but. CHAI TEA LATTE it is.
i am a yzark woman
ingenious.
hmm.
let's see
4 days
3 down
3 to go
i am almost done
yet not
oh wait i mean
so close yet so, so far away
or
it's so close i can taste it
oh ya on thursday
my hair dresser scheduled me for 1 o'clock so i can only hang with you for like an hour and a half or so....
im' sorry!
but. CHAI TEA LATTE it is.
i am a yzark woman
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