ENJOY.
Ishaa. says:
sophia guess what
Ishaa. says:
i love you (L)
Soph says:
o_o
Soph says:
< / 3
Soph says:
=D
Soph says:
jk
Ishaa. says:
do you love me ?
Soph says:
o_o no
Soph says:
=D
Ishaa. says:
...
Soph says:
JK
Ishaa. says:
do you mean that..
Soph says:
jaykay
Ishaa. says:
say it then
Soph says:
but i hate saying that word
Soph says:
it's so weird
Ishaa. says:
but sophia. it's me.
Soph says:
i heart isha
Soph says:
there you go
Ishaa. says:
does it mean the same as love ?
Soph says:
o_o yes
Ishaa. says:
what's this O_O fuckin face.
Ishaa. says:
what is that supposed to mean /
Soph says:
LOL
Ishaa. says:
i'm serious
Soph says:
it's my stare
Soph says:
=0
Ishaa. says:
oh so you're staring at my boobs
Ishaa. says:
i get it
Soph says:
NO
Soph says:
ew
* * pardeepkang. has been added to the conversation.*
Soph says:
PARDEEP
Soph says:
ISHA'S BULLYING ME
Ishaa. says:
;)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Hugh Jackman
I think for all of September I'm going to put names of famous men I'd like to seduce me.
Hugh Jackman is a more than one time offender.
Girls and boys who like boys, you should gooogle them everytime, so you know what I'm talking about.
Speaking of Nirvana
Me and Felicia saw Kurt Cobain a couple days ago. I knew he wasn't dead. He just wanted to get away :) I drove past and she took a picture. It was funny.
I love Felicia .
Don't be afraid of what's after highschool guys.
I'm too tired to finish this blog.
"It's the same sun that watches us make mistakes over and over."
-Haunted , Chuck Palahniuk .
Hugh Jackman is a more than one time offender.
Girls and boys who like boys, you should gooogle them everytime, so you know what I'm talking about.
Speaking of Nirvana
Me and Felicia saw Kurt Cobain a couple days ago. I knew he wasn't dead. He just wanted to get away :) I drove past and she took a picture. It was funny.
I love Felicia .
Don't be afraid of what's after highschool guys.
I'm too tired to finish this blog.
"It's the same sun that watches us make mistakes over and over."
-Haunted , Chuck Palahniuk .
Friday, August 28, 2009
I'M FUCKIN' BEAT
Like the eggs in your frying pan.
I started my day at 6:18 A.M. today.
Volunteered for the Gr. 10 registration , it was cool.
I shot Marissa's Grad Council poster shot the other day...
We have completely bonded over the experience.
It was incredible.
When we blew up and developed the shot,
it was.. that moment. The look in both our eyes.
We worked together to create something beautiful. Not a baby kids.
My goal as a photographer was to give her EXACTLY what she wanted.
The shot that would stun her. The one that was the most appropriate for grad.
The one that took the cake. The one that almost brought tears to her eyes,
because it was more than she expected.
I felt. So alive. It was too great
I feel like throwing up though because I ate 2 reese cups too fast.
I saw the point of bulimia for a moment there.
LOL. Don't worry. I'm not gonna. It just makes sense somehow.
LOL
you must think i'm crazy
I
am
I started my day at 6:18 A.M. today.
Volunteered for the Gr. 10 registration , it was cool.
I shot Marissa's Grad Council poster shot the other day...
We have completely bonded over the experience.
It was incredible.
When we blew up and developed the shot,
it was.. that moment. The look in both our eyes.
We worked together to create something beautiful. Not a baby kids.
My goal as a photographer was to give her EXACTLY what she wanted.
The shot that would stun her. The one that was the most appropriate for grad.
The one that took the cake. The one that almost brought tears to her eyes,
because it was more than she expected.
I felt. So alive. It was too great
I feel like throwing up though because I ate 2 reese cups too fast.
I saw the point of bulimia for a moment there.
LOL. Don't worry. I'm not gonna. It just makes sense somehow.
LOL
you must think i'm crazy
I
am
Thursday, August 27, 2009
So Progress Report :
I am missin' you to death .
That's a fob lyric for ya.
OKAY
SO REAL PROGRESS REPORT
ITCHY ATE ONE FLAKE TODAY
I am sooooooo happy it's not even funny.
I believe in you little one.
You are my soul. My blood. You can do this. Please.
That's a fob lyric for ya.
OKAY
SO REAL PROGRESS REPORT
ITCHY ATE ONE FLAKE TODAY
I am sooooooo happy it's not even funny.
I believe in you little one.
You are my soul. My blood. You can do this. Please.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I Love This Man.
Like.
I don't know.
I'm listening to Constant Knot right now
And I'm about to cry.
It's just such a GREAT song.
When we see him in concert...
I'm going to absolutely bawl.
It might be more than prmr, only for the sense that all his songs are slow and acoustic.
And I won't have mind blowing enjoyment but it'll be for the soul.
Shit man.
I'm happy.
It's WEIRD.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Listen To The Saddest Songs You Know.
Morn with them. They made the songs for you. The exact position your are in.
And when you sing -scream- with them, imagine the people the lyrics apply to. Do it now.
Man it's real this time.
Every single person here is going through something.
To each individual who is dealing with a situation that is less then desirable,
I urge to you keep going.
I know how hard it is. I know.
But you can't give up.
It's not worth shit to just give up.
To let it defeat you.
Even if you think it's more than you can handle, it's not.
It might be impossible to believe, but you CAN beat it.
And you can move on.
Time is the only thing that's on your side.
I honestly completely believe that time heals everything.
A rapid process would be appreciated much more, yeah.
But you can't always get what you want.
There is reason that it happened to you.
There is.
It might have been a wake up call.
A universal lesson.
Make you realize something.
Show that you can't have it all.
Something so terrible something else good would come out of it.
Maybe nothing good will come out of it.
Just know that you couldn't do anything to prevent it.
What's happened has happened.
DO NOT hold onto the past.
It will kill you . Like a parasite sucking your blood. Slowly. Painfully.
Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on.
What's done is done, and you can only look forward.
Not to the furture, no. The future ain't worth fuck.
It's the present. The now. How you feel now. How you will be NOW.
Wallowing in your self-pity , we all do it. It's human nature. And you know you don't wanna be that person.
Holding on to the past... just makes you feel worse.
Worse than you felt when the situation actually happened.
Thinking about something in your mind constantly ; Running it over and over and over in your head like a slow motion picture ; trying to figure out what you could have done differently to have prevented it ;
Try
Try
Try
not to.
Don't do this for anyone else.
Do this for you. Be strong. Even if you have to fake it, keep faking it.
Because before you know it, you actually will be stronger.
Better then the other person(s). YOU ARE BETTER THEN THIS.
And I believe in you all. Sincerely.
I couldn't ask for better friends to know.
And when you sing -scream- with them, imagine the people the lyrics apply to. Do it now.
Man it's real this time.
Every single person here is going through something.
To each individual who is dealing with a situation that is less then desirable,
I urge to you keep going.
I know how hard it is. I know.
But you can't give up.
It's not worth shit to just give up.
To let it defeat you.
Even if you think it's more than you can handle, it's not.
It might be impossible to believe, but you CAN beat it.
And you can move on.
Time is the only thing that's on your side.
I honestly completely believe that time heals everything.
A rapid process would be appreciated much more, yeah.
But you can't always get what you want.
There is reason that it happened to you.
There is.
It might have been a wake up call.
A universal lesson.
Make you realize something.
Show that you can't have it all.
Something so terrible something else good would come out of it.
Maybe nothing good will come out of it.
Just know that you couldn't do anything to prevent it.
What's happened has happened.
DO NOT hold onto the past.
It will kill you . Like a parasite sucking your blood. Slowly. Painfully.
Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on.
What's done is done, and you can only look forward.
Not to the furture, no. The future ain't worth fuck.
It's the present. The now. How you feel now. How you will be NOW.
Wallowing in your self-pity , we all do it. It's human nature. And you know you don't wanna be that person.
Holding on to the past... just makes you feel worse.
Worse than you felt when the situation actually happened.
Thinking about something in your mind constantly ; Running it over and over and over in your head like a slow motion picture ; trying to figure out what you could have done differently to have prevented it ;
Try
Try
Try
not to.
Don't do this for anyone else.
Do this for you. Be strong. Even if you have to fake it, keep faking it.
Because before you know it, you actually will be stronger.
Better then the other person(s). YOU ARE BETTER THEN THIS.
And I believe in you all. Sincerely.
I couldn't ask for better friends to know.
WELL WHY DON'T YOU JUST PUT A STICK THROUGH MY HEART.
Silverstein is 18+.
They had 2 shows so I thought one was for minors.
Fuck.
I was so excited
And I just couldn't hide it.
Well.
Least I officially got my Manson ticket SOLD.
That's exciting to me. Mission accomplished. *PHEWF*
And I'm glad Felicia will be going with someone who will actually enjoy the experience with her.
I have learned never to just say yes to go to a concert.
Though I would have LOVED LOVED LOVED to photograph MM,
I probably would have been crushed to death, raped, or worse : have my camera STOLEN !
BUM BUM BUM
Good luck trying to write a blog in my form :)
Because I have no form.
Uniformity does not exist.
Man,
Of All The Gin Joints In All The World huh.
They had 2 shows so I thought one was for minors.
Fuck.
I was so excited
And I just couldn't hide it.
Well.
Least I officially got my Manson ticket SOLD.
That's exciting to me. Mission accomplished. *PHEWF*
And I'm glad Felicia will be going with someone who will actually enjoy the experience with her.
I have learned never to just say yes to go to a concert.
Though I would have LOVED LOVED LOVED to photograph MM,
I probably would have been crushed to death, raped, or worse : have my camera STOLEN !
BUM BUM BUM
Good luck trying to write a blog in my form :)
Because I have no form.
Uniformity does not exist.
Man,
Of All The Gin Joints In All The World huh.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Great.
Itchy my fish is probably gonna die soon.
He stopped eating approximately 3 days ago.
Now he just sits at the bottom of his tank as his brilliant colours begin to fade.
I am really sad. I hate seeing him like this.
Wow man.
I am really truly very sad.
Expect a eulogy coming in the near future.
This Is The End (For You My Friend)
I can't forgive, I won't forget. :(
He stopped eating approximately 3 days ago.
Now he just sits at the bottom of his tank as his brilliant colours begin to fade.
I am really sad. I hate seeing him like this.
Wow man.
I am really truly very sad.
Expect a eulogy coming in the near future.
This Is The End (For You My Friend)
I can't forgive, I won't forget. :(
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Blog
I got a haircut + dyed it a better-blonde again.
I developed pictures from my camera today.
Some of my friends.
Some of this.
Some of that.
Some of Paramore.
And then I cummed a little.
School in : 10 days.
I developed pictures from my camera today.
Some of my friends.
Some of this.
Some of that.
Some of Paramore.
And then I cummed a little.
School in : 10 days.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Succexy
cuz lately I've been Tired & Uninspired*.
I uh...
Considered writing an honestyboxer tuhdai.
I decided not too.
Because life is good.
Life
is
good.
Keep saying it to yourself everyday.
If persons you love(d) aren't who you thought they were,
accept it and Move On.
It's the only thing you can do.
Otherwise. You're gonna hate yourself for the rest of your life.
I can guarantee.
You're better then that.
Aren't you ?
I uh...
Considered writing an honestyboxer tuhdai.
I decided not too.
Because life is good.
Life
is
good.
Keep saying it to yourself everyday.
If persons you love(d) aren't who you thought they were,
accept it and Move On.
It's the only thing you can do.
Otherwise. You're gonna hate yourself for the rest of your life.
I can guarantee.
You're better then that.
Aren't you ?
It's A Cycle, I Mean Circle.
Morning everyone. I have something to blog about. A never - ending one.
It transcended into a multitude of topics. I lost sight of what I was writing about in the end. Typical. I was going to say usual but typical is a better word.
Did I mention I L-O-V-E vocabulary?
Probably the longest blog I've written. It's 2:30 anti-meridian. Only one eye is open. The house is silent. The typing of my keyboard is as loud as the thunder outside.
Tonight I got this overwhelming sense of, What's the point of trying ?
What's the point of trying to get something you want.
Why do material items, and for that matter people, why do they mean so much ?
Why do you go through all the stress -- the quickening heart beat, the strain of voice, the butterflies in the stomach, the massive brain effort, OH THE HORROR.
Like. What is the point?
Yes, achieving the things you want in life because you only live once and it is important to be happy and be you for you and all that pretty optimistic jazz.
But I can't help feeling like an ungrateful dick. A totally unappreciative, whining monster.
In another world, people are actually thankful for their families.
They're thankful for the food infront of their very mouths.
For the roof that shelters them.
Like. I don't think about that AT ALL. I don;t. It just doesn't concern me cuz it's just THERE.
You do it too and you and I both know it.
I'm not trying to call anyone out. I promise. It's just like.
This was the life we were given. The world we were born to and know.
We're the lucky ones. The fuckin; lucky ones. We're the luckiest kidson the planet.
Born into a place where you DON'T have to think where the fuck your next meal is coming from.
No problem like that will ever exist to us.
I just. Lost the point in trying so hard to ask for something that you want.
I have actually lost the point in everything currently.
The point of a relationship. They're just gonna kill you in the end.
They are.
People are not what they seem.
And the people who would honestly be there for you, the ones that are actually true,
you cast them aside and act like they are nothing.
You speak about them behind their back without a care in the world.
You pull the biggest double standard, and you are a terrible person for it.
You are.
But it doesn't REALLY matter. That's why you do it in the first place.
They'll never find out right?
You're probably right.
NOw you see. I had this sudden inspirational thought.
It's going to be long. It's going to be hard. And as I type it sounds like I'm talking about a penis here, but no, I'm talking about the road.
The road I'm going to take to get over .
Like. Again, WHAT'S THE POINT !!!!! I wasted so much time. SO much effort. Just too much of mylife wasting -- no, DWINDLING on .
And. Life is so much better without ,
It's like I can almost not wait to get out of h school to be seperated from ,
I can't say how much I like , anymore. I learned for the first time that people are most certainly not who you think they are. I found out how much it just fucking SUCKS when you get really goddamn close to someone, and they just completely let you down.
BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEM SO VERY FUCKIN MUCH, you give them another chance. You want them to pull through, and be who you thought they could be.
But again, they let you down. Don't for one second consider your feelings. It's for THEIR own personal gain, and they aren't doing anything wrong. Nothing wrong.
Ooo. I'm still mad about this.
Why are you even mad when your other friends, the real friends, are having worse problems of their own?
Why do matters of the heart burn the worst?
Why can't I just have someone for me. All for myself, and I for himself. Why can't I just meet the only person I'll ever need. The only perspn who'll need me.
Why am I so selfish ? Why do I only think about me ?
Well. The . + , that I stupidly cared for the most, both .>shut>me>down>.
J.Daniels, Why ? is the PERFECT blog title. It's just universally transitional. It fits like the perfect sequined glove. I've never asked - begged - the question so many times. It makes perfect sense. I applaud you infinintely.
Fuck man. We're just a truck load of confused teens. I hate this age. I'm wasitng my youth so much. I wish I couldn't. I wish I wouldn't.
For those who have things happen to them that they truly do not deserve, I sincerely wish they discontinue to obstruct you from living well. Living happy. I wish I could be more like you. Because I lost sight of who I am.
Whatever right? No. I can't. I just can't. You can. You just can.
All I want is for Gr. 11 to have never happened.
Star light, Star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight...
(toolate!)
It transcended into a multitude of topics. I lost sight of what I was writing about in the end. Typical. I was going to say usual but typical is a better word.
Did I mention I L-O-V-E vocabulary?
Probably the longest blog I've written. It's 2:30 anti-meridian. Only one eye is open. The house is silent. The typing of my keyboard is as loud as the thunder outside.
Tonight I got this overwhelming sense of, What's the point of trying ?
What's the point of trying to get something you want.
Why do material items, and for that matter people, why do they mean so much ?
Why do you go through all the stress -- the quickening heart beat, the strain of voice, the butterflies in the stomach, the massive brain effort, OH THE HORROR.
Like. What is the point?
Yes, achieving the things you want in life because you only live once and it is important to be happy and be you for you and all that pretty optimistic jazz.
But I can't help feeling like an ungrateful dick. A totally unappreciative, whining monster.
In another world, people are actually thankful for their families.
They're thankful for the food infront of their very mouths.
For the roof that shelters them.
Like. I don't think about that AT ALL. I don;t. It just doesn't concern me cuz it's just THERE.
You do it too and you and I both know it.
I'm not trying to call anyone out. I promise. It's just like.
This was the life we were given. The world we were born to and know.
We're the lucky ones. The fuckin; lucky ones. We're the luckiest kidson the planet.
Born into a place where you DON'T have to think where the fuck your next meal is coming from.
No problem like that will ever exist to us.
I just. Lost the point in trying so hard to ask for something that you want.
I have actually lost the point in everything currently.
The point of a relationship. They're just gonna kill you in the end.
They are.
People are not what they seem.
And the people who would honestly be there for you, the ones that are actually true,
you cast them aside and act like they are nothing.
You speak about them behind their back without a care in the world.
You pull the biggest double standard, and you are a terrible person for it.
You are.
But it doesn't REALLY matter. That's why you do it in the first place.
They'll never find out right?
You're probably right.
NOw you see. I had this sudden inspirational thought.
It's going to be long. It's going to be hard. And as I type it sounds like I'm talking about a penis here, but no, I'm talking about the road.
The road I'm going to take to get over .
Like. Again, WHAT'S THE POINT !!!!! I wasted so much time. SO much effort. Just too much of mylife wasting -- no, DWINDLING on .
And. Life is so much better without ,
It's like I can almost not wait to get out of h school to be seperated from ,
I can't say how much I like , anymore. I learned for the first time that people are most certainly not who you think they are. I found out how much it just fucking SUCKS when you get really goddamn close to someone, and they just completely let you down.
BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEM SO VERY FUCKIN MUCH, you give them another chance. You want them to pull through, and be who you thought they could be.
But again, they let you down. Don't for one second consider your feelings. It's for THEIR own personal gain, and they aren't doing anything wrong. Nothing wrong.
Ooo. I'm still mad about this.
Why are you even mad when your other friends, the real friends, are having worse problems of their own?
Why do matters of the heart burn the worst?
Why can't I just have someone for me. All for myself, and I for himself. Why can't I just meet the only person I'll ever need. The only perspn who'll need me.
Why am I so selfish ? Why do I only think about me ?
Well. The . + , that I stupidly cared for the most, both .>shut>me>down>.
J.Daniels, Why ? is the PERFECT blog title. It's just universally transitional. It fits like the perfect sequined glove. I've never asked - begged - the question so many times. It makes perfect sense. I applaud you infinintely.
Fuck man. We're just a truck load of confused teens. I hate this age. I'm wasitng my youth so much. I wish I couldn't. I wish I wouldn't.
For those who have things happen to them that they truly do not deserve, I sincerely wish they discontinue to obstruct you from living well. Living happy. I wish I could be more like you. Because I lost sight of who I am.
Whatever right? No. I can't. I just can't. You can. You just can.
All I want is for Gr. 11 to have never happened.
Star light, Star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight...
(toolate!)
Friday, August 21, 2009
Very Unhappy Face
I'm bitter.
I'm so so bitter about this.
I don't know what's gonna snap me out of this.
Believe it or not, I think it might be school that will help.
I don't know how I feel about anyone anymore.
My whole faith is shaken, and I can't say if it will return.
I guess I expected something, and it just did not come through as I believed it would.
The best part of believe is the LIE. PeteFagWentz was right.
Now I'm at a point where I wish I never . OOo. I can't say that. It's too mean.
You know what. It's okay. We'll see how this year turns out.
I just need to stop being negative and have negative things happen.
I think I can be stronger than this, maybe in reality I can't.
I'm so very confused about everything. You're life isn't that bad.
I HOPE SOMEDAY YOU HAVE IT ALL .
I'm so so bitter about this.
I don't know what's gonna snap me out of this.
Believe it or not, I think it might be school that will help.
I don't know how I feel about anyone anymore.
My whole faith is shaken, and I can't say if it will return.
I guess I expected something, and it just did not come through as I believed it would.
The best part of believe is the LIE. PeteFagWentz was right.
Now I'm at a point where I wish I never . OOo. I can't say that. It's too mean.
You know what. It's okay. We'll see how this year turns out.
I just need to stop being negative and have negative things happen.
I think I can be stronger than this, maybe in reality I can't.
I'm so very confused about everything. You're life isn't that bad.
I HOPE SOMEDAY YOU HAVE IT ALL .
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Now I Know Who My Friends Are
Oh, I learned this summer. And I'm gonna be than that. This year is gonna be better that, better than you. Hopefully. It's the blind faith again shitting me. I'll never let go. Or will I? Am I steonger than this? Probably not.
Now I actually have something to blog about, not some stupid song quote lol.
So I saw the PRETTIEST jacket in URBAN today. It's so pretty, I thought about it more than I did Hayley today. HAYLEY. YELAH. I follow her on twitter now. Yeah I twit. Not really. Just for Hayley & Ellen DeGeneres. Fuckin'. I hate twitter it's reaaaaaaally dumb. The only reason I got it at first was to get the City & Colour password for the presale, which was only on GleeClub --> Sonic's Twitter, so I had to make an account. Then I looked around and GUESS WHO I FOUND. Hayley :) *Sigh* I love her. I actually love her. i -love-her. Sorry I keep going off about her.
Anyways. I watched Horton Hears A Who! with Felicia today :) It was a good movie. I also loved Funny People & G.I. Joe.
You know what I learned today ?
American Pie marvel Eugene Levy's son is Dan Levy from MTV!
It makes perfect sense ! How could I not see this before.
It makes perfect sense ! How could I not see this before.
How is this not publicly known?
I dunno.
Sorry Kieran. I couldn't pull a deep blog out of my ass -- I mean head-- today.
Peaccce.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Boiled Frogs Man.
I caught a cold again.
3rd time this sum sum.
That's summer if you didn't know.
For sure worst summer ever :)
But whatever.
Your life, it's not THAT bad.
It could be so much more fuckin' worse,
and I appreciate that everyday.
Take all of your bad energy, all the bad feelings, all the times you feel sorry for yourself, all the times you cut yourself, all the times you cried, you yelled, you let the anxiety get to you.
Take all of that, and turn it around into something new.
Make yourself better. Everyday. All the time.
Change
Is
Good.
3rd time this sum sum.
That's summer if you didn't know.
For sure worst summer ever :)
But whatever.
Your life, it's not THAT bad.
It could be so much more fuckin' worse,
and I appreciate that everyday.
Take all of your bad energy, all the bad feelings, all the times you feel sorry for yourself, all the times you cut yourself, all the times you cried, you yelled, you let the anxiety get to you.
Take all of that, and turn it around into something new.
Make yourself better. Everyday. All the time.
Change
Is
Good.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Temporary
Dorothy is not a jinx
I just unjinxed you <3
I'd like to know what made you think you were one though.
I just unjinxed you <3
I'd like to know what made you think you were one though.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Failure
Okay. New goal shot down. Stone cold no. I failed in one day.
Now I have no more goals.
WHAT
TO
DO
?
Now I have no more goals.
WHAT
TO
DO
?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Where Are You ?
THIS HYPOCRISY'S BEGINNING TO GET TO ME.
Lol. It is/
I snapped yesterday. But I don't think anyone cares about blogger anymore.
So I hope nobody read that blog.
Basically I'm done with my mother.
I'm not gonna lose it anymore. I'm just gonna string along with her shit. (not seriously)
I'll never believe in a word she says. Except maybe for getting stains out of things and ironing. She actually knows a thing or two about that. It comes in handy.
I'm gonna try as hard as possible to NOT freak out.
I'm going to set a goal on trying to convince my dad to get a third car. Now.
I had this WONDERFUL day dream where I moved out and was in my own condo in Lewis. And everything was awesome............
CANT GET WHAT YOU WANT KIDS.
Try your best.
Man, I just wanna get away from her.
Here's one of those iPod things.
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Take Me Away - Fefe Dobson.
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
It's Too Late - The Audition.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Awkward Last Words - Armor For Sleep.
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Dance Of Eternity - Dream Theatre.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Just Like A Pill - P!nk.
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I'll Let You Live - Taking Back Sunday.
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Pressure - Paramore.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Take Me Out -Franz Ferdinand.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR ENEMIES?
Glass Of Water -Coldplay.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
First Date - Blink 182
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Oops...I Did It Again! - Britney Spears.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Here We Go Again - Paramore.
WHAT DO YOU TELL THE PERSON YOU DON'T LIKE?
Hell To Sell - The Audition.
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
We're So Starving - Panic! At The Disco.
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Predictable - Good Charlotte.
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Limelight - Rush
WHATS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lights And Sounds - Yellowcard.
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
1985 - Bowling For Soup.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Saviour - Rise Against.
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Where Are You? - Our Lady Peace.
Lol. It is/
I snapped yesterday. But I don't think anyone cares about blogger anymore.
So I hope nobody read that blog.
Basically I'm done with my mother.
I'm not gonna lose it anymore. I'm just gonna string along with her shit. (not seriously)
I'll never believe in a word she says. Except maybe for getting stains out of things and ironing. She actually knows a thing or two about that. It comes in handy.
I'm gonna try as hard as possible to NOT freak out.
I'm going to set a goal on trying to convince my dad to get a third car. Now.
I had this WONDERFUL day dream where I moved out and was in my own condo in Lewis. And everything was awesome............
CANT GET WHAT YOU WANT KIDS.
Try your best.
Man, I just wanna get away from her.
Here's one of those iPod things.
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Take Me Away - Fefe Dobson.
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
It's Too Late - The Audition.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Awkward Last Words - Armor For Sleep.
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Dance Of Eternity - Dream Theatre.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Just Like A Pill - P!nk.
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I'll Let You Live - Taking Back Sunday.
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Pressure - Paramore.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Take Me Out -Franz Ferdinand.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR ENEMIES?
Glass Of Water -Coldplay.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
First Date - Blink 182
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Oops...I Did It Again! - Britney Spears.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Here We Go Again - Paramore.
WHAT DO YOU TELL THE PERSON YOU DON'T LIKE?
Hell To Sell - The Audition.
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
We're So Starving - Panic! At The Disco.
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Predictable - Good Charlotte.
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Limelight - Rush
WHATS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lights And Sounds - Yellowcard.
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
1985 - Bowling For Soup.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Saviour - Rise Against.
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Where Are You? - Our Lady Peace.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Hey Jude
So I was just looking at Arun's fb pictures....
I laughed very hard :)
LOL
Arun Thomas.
Do you remember how he used to say Thomas? Like with the accent and emphasize?
"THAHMOUS". Some tongue in there, a little bit of a lisp.
Hahaha. Aurora. <3
Looking at yearbooks is like really weird. Just all reminiscey and what not.
So many things that didn't happen. All the shit that didn't exist back them.
I miss my 3 brownies a lot sometimes,
but it's like. None of them make the effort to get together.
We all plan a day then 2 bail, other chickens out. Or some shit like that.
Whatever.
You can't live in the past kids.
The time is now.
But uh,
Have you heard of my religion?
It's called The Church Of Hot Addiction.
I laughed very hard :)
LOL
Arun Thomas.
Do you remember how he used to say Thomas? Like with the accent and emphasize?
"THAHMOUS". Some tongue in there, a little bit of a lisp.
Hahaha. Aurora. <3
Looking at yearbooks is like really weird. Just all reminiscey and what not.
So many things that didn't happen. All the shit that didn't exist back them.
I miss my 3 brownies a lot sometimes,
but it's like. None of them make the effort to get together.
We all plan a day then 2 bail, other chickens out. Or some shit like that.
Whatever.
You can't live in the past kids.
The time is now.
But uh,
Have you heard of my religion?
It's called The Church Of Hot Addiction.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
They Call Kids Like Us Vicious And Carved Out Of Stone
But for what we've become
We just feel more alone
Always weighed what I lost
Againts what I left
So progress report?
I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH.
Do you ever feel like you're slowly losing control?
Ever feel like you can't hold on any longer?
Slipping out of your grip, everything you have?
Too much for you to handle?
Regrets by the hundreds?
Until you find out a way to get out, you're not sure if you
Can?
Tell me you've never done it before.
I can't wait to be with people who aren't you.
Oh, it's my fault now isn't it. For everything.
Never again.
Well I wrote it.
Special detail you notice?
I almost let you know you coulda just fucked RIGHT OFF, all of you.
Even though she blogs sad, one always ends her blog with a smile.
I am doing that too
Because life is good
Right now I am just very mad and mized up and don't need this
The future is falling apart
And I don't know how I am going to handle this
For now I am just very tired and nothing makes sense
I cant' sleep or breathe or eat
Is this all fake or what I;m really feeling
Am I just writing words and mumbling about God knows what?
Yes.
I am wasting your precious time But I don't care.
And for the 2 people who would recognize the fob reference,
I Found The Cure To Growing Older.
:)
We just feel more alone
Always weighed what I lost
Againts what I left
So progress report?
I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH.
Do you ever feel like you're slowly losing control?
Ever feel like you can't hold on any longer?
Slipping out of your grip, everything you have?
Too much for you to handle?
Regrets by the hundreds?
Until you find out a way to get out, you're not sure if you
Can?
Tell me you've never done it before.
I can't wait to be with people who aren't you.
Oh, it's my fault now isn't it. For everything.
Never again.
Well I wrote it.
Special detail you notice?
I almost let you know you coulda just fucked RIGHT OFF, all of you.
Even though she blogs sad, one always ends her blog with a smile.
I am doing that too
Because life is good
Right now I am just very mad and mized up and don't need this
The future is falling apart
And I don't know how I am going to handle this
For now I am just very tired and nothing makes sense
I cant' sleep or breathe or eat
Is this all fake or what I;m really feeling
Am I just writing words and mumbling about God knows what?
Yes.
I am wasting your precious time But I don't care.
And for the 2 people who would recognize the fob reference,
I Found The Cure To Growing Older.
:)
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Wicked Game
This world is only gonna break your heart.
THAT IS SO TRUE .
Like. Well put Chris Issac.
I had a terrific shuffle moment :
1.Sunday Morning - No Doubt
2.When It Rains - Prmr
(Y) Yes :)
Uh
Nothing to blog about today
That's nice that you are free today Dorothy
Because I am not.
But all you friends can hang out together without me
While I go see the newest addition to the Adams Family.
Poor kid. Doesn't even know what she's gotten into.
Jane is going to turn out EXACTLY like her mother, Gladis. Fuckin' crazee.
I love you Hayley :)
THAT IS SO TRUE .
Like. Well put Chris Issac.
I had a terrific shuffle moment :
1.Sunday Morning - No Doubt
2.When It Rains - Prmr
(Y) Yes :)
Uh
Nothing to blog about today
That's nice that you are free today Dorothy
Because I am not.
But all you friends can hang out together without me
While I go see the newest addition to the Adams Family.
Poor kid. Doesn't even know what she's gotten into.
Jane is going to turn out EXACTLY like her mother, Gladis. Fuckin' crazee.
I love you Hayley :)
Friday, August 7, 2009
Call It Karma
I wish I was going to Warped Tour with .
I want to pull a last minute miracle.
Keep the 11th, 12th and 13th open girls. Just in case.
Uh. Other than that.
The health craze is killing me. No not killing me.
It's such a trend.
You know the people who don't appreciate anything and STILL don't appreciate anything after
You know the people who don't appreciate anything but realize what a loser they've been and try as hard as possible to believe that life is good, no matter how hard it can get. That it might work out. This might be okay.
I've read 3 Chuck Palahniuk books so far, I'm on number 4.
Hopefully I can be better from this. Not that ^^
Hopefully this might work out.
Oh ya and Dorothy I am really mad at you because you leave your friends for a fucking virtual game.
But I still love you.
But I don't.
Just kidding I do.
Or am I.
Just kidding.
No really I hate you.
Haha DUH I LOVE YOU.
Not.
No just kidding.
Except I never kid.
Love you.
What?
I want to pull a last minute miracle.
Keep the 11th, 12th and 13th open girls. Just in case.
Uh. Other than that.
The health craze is killing me. No not killing me.
It's such a trend.
You know the people who don't appreciate anything and STILL don't appreciate anything after
You know the people who don't appreciate anything but realize what a loser they've been and try as hard as possible to believe that life is good, no matter how hard it can get. That it might work out. This might be okay.
I've read 3 Chuck Palahniuk books so far, I'm on number 4.
Hopefully I can be better from this. Not that ^^
Hopefully this might work out.
Oh ya and Dorothy I am really mad at you because you leave your friends for a fucking virtual game.
But I still love you.
But I don't.
Just kidding I do.
Or am I.
Just kidding.
No really I hate you.
Haha DUH I LOVE YOU.
Not.
No just kidding.
Except I never kid.
Love you.
What?
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
SO FEARFUL OF...
Man, Down & Out has some very good lyrics.
I just realized.
Today if no one calls me I will just sit and organize my iTunes.
Try to rewrite my music and organize that shit.
See if I wanna re-apply to UO. And the old folks home.
Keep reading Invisble sretsnoM.
Think about you.
Do absolutely nothing more like.
Do you know how many lockers we need to find?
Marissa Chanel Zoe Felicia Ellie Sophia Isha Blair Arvin Kevin Larrie Marisha? Paige? Jelena Alex?
That's POSSIBLY 15.
Marissa thought of a really good spot though, I like the idea ALOT.
And we need to take Grad Council shot for my poster. OH I have a great idea.
DREAM OF CALIFORNICATION
I just realized.
Today if no one calls me I will just sit and organize my iTunes.
Try to rewrite my music and organize that shit.
See if I wanna re-apply to UO. And the old folks home.
Keep reading Invisble sretsnoM.
Think about you.
Do absolutely nothing more like.
Do you know how many lockers we need to find?
Marissa Chanel Zoe Felicia Ellie Sophia Isha Blair Arvin Kevin Larrie Marisha? Paige? Jelena Alex?
That's POSSIBLY 15.
Marissa thought of a really good spot though, I like the idea ALOT.
And we need to take Grad Council shot for my poster. OH I have a great idea.
DREAM OF CALIFORNICATION
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
THE CITY
The City is hauuuuuuntedd
By ghoOOohsts
Left for these souuls
SouOOohls
I was pitying myself yesterday
Sorry
By ghoOOohsts
Left for these souuls
SouOOohls
I was pitying myself yesterday
Sorry
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
Foxtrot
Uniform
Charlie
Kilo
My parents... are becoming... more brown then ever...
I just realized Gr. 12 is going to a terrible year because of them now
My dad is forcing me to go into a career I do not want to pursue, I don't know if I can get out of that.
They said no more concerts, I can't say how imminent that is.
No weekends, and maybe not even Fridays, I'm not clear on.
My dad just said I can't re-dye the back of my hair blonde again, I'm unsure of what will happen if I do.
They told me not to run for Grad Council, I guess I can hide that from them.
I know exactly what you are thinking though. You need to know that with my foreignish parents, it's another universe.
"They can't just DO that to you." Oh, yes they can. Like.
Just. I am fucked. I feel so helpless, so teenager....... I hate this......SO MUCH..... I can't even explain
I hate coming home to them =( like. I hate coming back to my gorgeous home, for the fact that they are within the confines... in fact, this place feels like a prison right now
and i am trapped
every single day... I just hate being here now
You guys I am feeling very supressed right now.. There is so much control raining down here. I am being smothered. I actually feel like i can't breathe...
The tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife - Sarah Letersky
I don't want to feel like this the whole year...
Uh. Yeah. I think I am going to go cry now.
Actually no. I'm gonna hyperventilate while they scream and hit me,
then I'm going to cry
then I'm going to ..
Well.
We'll leave that to YOUR imagination.
Don't reply here.
Uniform
Charlie
Kilo
My parents... are becoming... more brown then ever...
I just realized Gr. 12 is going to a terrible year because of them now
My dad is forcing me to go into a career I do not want to pursue, I don't know if I can get out of that.
They said no more concerts, I can't say how imminent that is.
No weekends, and maybe not even Fridays, I'm not clear on.
My dad just said I can't re-dye the back of my hair blonde again, I'm unsure of what will happen if I do.
They told me not to run for Grad Council, I guess I can hide that from them.
I know exactly what you are thinking though. You need to know that with my foreignish parents, it's another universe.
"They can't just DO that to you." Oh, yes they can. Like.
Just. I am fucked. I feel so helpless, so teenager....... I hate this......SO MUCH..... I can't even explain
I hate coming home to them =( like. I hate coming back to my gorgeous home, for the fact that they are within the confines... in fact, this place feels like a prison right now
and i am trapped
every single day... I just hate being here now
You guys I am feeling very supressed right now.. There is so much control raining down here. I am being smothered. I actually feel like i can't breathe...
The tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife - Sarah Letersky
I don't want to feel like this the whole year...
Uh. Yeah. I think I am going to go cry now.
Actually no. I'm gonna hyperventilate while they scream and hit me,
then I'm going to cry
then I'm going to ..
Well.
We'll leave that to YOUR imagination.
Don't reply here.
Via Facebook
Tag a new friend
Tag someone you realized you can't live without
Tag someone you met when you were little
Tag the person with the best smile
Tag someone you always have fun with
Tag your best friend
Tag someone who likes good music
Tag someone you used to be really close to
Tag the smartest person you know
Tag someone you miss
Tag someone who has nice hair
Tag someone who makes you smile on your worst days
Tag the person with really nice eyes
Tag someone who makes you laugh a lot
Tag someone who changed your life
Tag someone you ONCE had a crush on
Tag your funniest friend
Tag the person who you can talk to about anything
Tag the person who knows you better than most of your other friends
Tag the prettiest person you know
There's people who fit into more than one category, at different times.
Right now, if I completed this task completely, as well as truthfully.
Well the fact of the matter is.
It
Would
Break
Your
Heart.
Is Time Travel Possible?
Yes! I am from the future.
It's bloggermania time kids, I am coming back full blast.
The only reason I haven't been blogging is because I wanted July to only be about prmr, 1, 2 , 3, ... 10 fuck it.
I'm very sad at the fact that I have no concerts left for August.
Don't say SonicBoom it's far away.
I'm scared Felicia won't find anyone else to go to MM with... I'll GO... just would rather not.
A lot of mix ups.. Blah blah blah
I want to start shooting hoops early in the morning at my park, like say 9:30 -10. Just to get up and DO SOMETHING with my life.
I also want to start writing songs again, as gay as you think that might sound. Oh, you're trying to be artsy kid! But lately I've been really feeling this, getting a lot of ideas. Yes. Must organize thoughts into one. Or two. Or three or four.
I can't really think right now.
I have one question:
What's My Name Again?
It's bloggermania time kids, I am coming back full blast.
The only reason I haven't been blogging is because I wanted July to only be about prmr, 1, 2 , 3, ... 10 fuck it.
I'm very sad at the fact that I have no concerts left for August.
Don't say SonicBoom it's far away.
I'm scared Felicia won't find anyone else to go to MM with... I'll GO... just would rather not.
A lot of mix ups.. Blah blah blah
I want to start shooting hoops early in the morning at my park, like say 9:30 -10. Just to get up and DO SOMETHING with my life.
I also want to start writing songs again, as gay as you think that might sound. Oh, you're trying to be artsy kid! But lately I've been really feeling this, getting a lot of ideas. Yes. Must organize thoughts into one. Or two. Or three or four.
I can't really think right now.
I have one question:
What's My Name Again?
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