1

"Tomorrow's just another day,
Another way to spend my day,
All by myself.
Starin' at the T.V. screen,
Flippin' through my magazine;
Everything is unclear
I need you here...and to do..."

What?

2

There Are More Frightening Things...
Well. There are okay?

3

Three
Tree
FREE

It's getting dangerous close to prmr.
Like.
I am actually starting to have an irregular heartbeat as I am typing/thinking about this.
And as if I overexaggurate things ;), this time I'm not. My chest is actually riveting.
I'm nervous and scared and joyed and orgasmed and exasperated and like. AUGH!
I just like. I am going to be SO HAPPY for one night,
and then the rest is going to fall to tits.
Pieces, I mean.
Like
I actually don't know what I am going to do with myself after July 16.
Like fuck! I don't know how I'm going to handle myself!!
GEEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
EYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE
WHoa sorry minor seizure
I am probably going to be a different person.
For the better Kyle, I promise.
Just like.
!!UGH =)

4

Last night I came downstairs to see what all the hub bub was about, why my father was shouting, clapping erratically, and singing his nonsense Englibic** off tune.
I caught Moustafa watching The Cheetah Girls Movie all by himself, and at that, he was watching with great and intense passion might I add.
He danced his night away, and gained a new sense of growl-power.
Hehe.

So like Oh My God, Paramore is in fucking 4 days.
Yesterday I was like Oh My God Paramore is in 5 days.
Like this is fucking huge. This is beyond my knowledge. This is just. GREAT.
What fucking sucks is it only lasts for so long huh.
And I keep forgetting that fucking NO DOUBT is the headliner. Like.
I'm going to be all exasperated and shocked and awed and screamed and cried and God knows what else, and then 10 fucking minutes later while I'm trying to recover from having had 3 heart attacks and 2 strokes (oh yes, it's planned out), like friggin' NO DOUBT will come on stage and do a performance of a lifetime.
Oy.
This just.
Ee.

**English+Arabic combined into one language.

5

When It Rains
You always find an escape
Just runnin' away...
From all of the ones who love you
From everything,
You made yourself a bed at, the bottom of the blackest hole
And just sleep till May, you'll say, that you don't
Ugh, see the sun anymore.

6

66.
I still don't believe it'll turn around.

7

Supposedly a lucky number, but not enough for the unluckiest girl in the world.
Oh well.
Actually.
I WAS lucky, but I used it all up in attaining floor tix for Paramore.
In the long run it'll be worth it, . Ahhh. AHHHHHHHHH. EYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Sorry, started thinking about my delicious Hayley. I'll stop. Stop This Song, so I won't sing along. With one week away, who can complain? !
Still me. Ha.
Fuck
Weather
I wanna go on Ellie's shaker,
and http://freepresaleinfo.blogspot.com/ saved your life.

8

Real Title: Worst Summer Ever

THis is the fucking worst summer ever.
after all the events that have happened so far,
i feel like nothing will ever go right.
everything in my life has actually been going wrong lately
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
first your bird flew away
then this fucking stupid issue happened, which was the worst thing that has happened to me and STILL HURTS.
then i got into this fucking accident with the jack ass of the day
Guess who lost their licence till further notice.
Till I am old enough to drive
Till I am responsible enough to drive
Till I stop showing off to my friends
Till I grow the fuck up
Because to my daddie I am a "good for nothing, worthless piece a SHIT."
True, inn't. I'm starting to think so
Like what have I done to deserve all this happeneing at once?
Oh great universe, TELL ME WHAT IM DOING TO DESERVE ALL THIS.
Just tell me what I am doing wrong so I can do it right and have good things happen to me.
I try to be a good person and do good things for people, i try my best to help my friends whenevr they need it, i be as best i can deal with my mother, i have done EVERYTHING she asked me too lately, like. What. What is it that I am doing that is causing so much greivance.
I thought fuck man, this is gonna be a great summer since I can actually do things with my friends!
Maybe I abused my freedom too much. Maybe it was never coming home on time. Maybe I turned into the type of drivers I DESPISE: the reckless teenagers. I'm not even THAT sad about losing my licence, because now I feel like I deserve it.
I feel like nothing is ever gonna go right anymore.
I've been on such a losing streak, and will probably continue
I realize that nothing is going to go truly in my favour. But that;s just
Fine
Fuckin
Fine.
Worst Summer Ever.

9

10

Fuck It

I went to Jonas Brothers ...

Took these shots...

And fuckin loved it. I don't even care anymore.

That is my only personal character flaw, and I don't care. Because at least that's MINE.

I thought I would just not blog because no one is, but I'm still not sure.

I just don't know if you read this anymore.

Long as Dorothy does. I'm good.

I cleaned out your closet.