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Real Title: Worst Summer Ever

THis is the fucking worst summer ever.
after all the events that have happened so far,
i feel like nothing will ever go right.
everything in my life has actually been going wrong lately
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
first your bird flew away
then this fucking stupid issue happened, which was the worst thing that has happened to me and STILL HURTS.
then i got into this fucking accident with the jack ass of the day
Guess who lost their licence till further notice.
Till I am old enough to drive
Till I am responsible enough to drive
Till I stop showing off to my friends
Till I grow the fuck up
Because to my daddie I am a "good for nothing, worthless piece a SHIT."
True, inn't. I'm starting to think so
Like what have I done to deserve all this happeneing at once?
Oh great universe, TELL ME WHAT IM DOING TO DESERVE ALL THIS.
Just tell me what I am doing wrong so I can do it right and have good things happen to me.
I try to be a good person and do good things for people, i try my best to help my friends whenevr they need it, i be as best i can deal with my mother, i have done EVERYTHING she asked me too lately, like. What. What is it that I am doing that is causing so much greivance.
I thought fuck man, this is gonna be a great summer since I can actually do things with my friends!
Maybe I abused my freedom too much. Maybe it was never coming home on time. Maybe I turned into the type of drivers I DESPISE: the reckless teenagers. I'm not even THAT sad about losing my licence, because now I feel like I deserve it.
I feel like nothing is ever gonna go right anymore.
I've been on such a losing streak, and will probably continue
I realize that nothing is going to go truly in my favour. But that;s just
Fine
Fuckin
Fine.
Worst Summer Ever.