Sidenote

I will always love you .
I will never stop loving you.
I will always cry when you cry.
I will always hurt when you hurt.
I will always do anything for you.
But I HATE WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME.
I hate "conversating" with you.
I hate the way you make me feel every single fucking day.
I hate that you make me second guess myself all the time.
I hate how you have sucked away all my self-confidence, and now I have to feign it.
I hate how afraid you make me feel.
I hate going to my own home because of you.
I hate being in the same room with you.
I hate that I can't confide in you for anything.
I hate that you will never know who I really am.
I hate everything about your personality.
I hate that I hate everything about you.
What kind of a PERSON are you ?
I'm sorry but I have completely given up hope that we will ever get along.
(The best part of believe is the LIE. I will always hope.)
I have this huge personality complex because of you.
Why do we have to fight every single day?
Why can't you ever NOT START SOMETHING ?
Why do yo have a problem with everything ?
Why is it that you hate everything around you ?
Why am I blaming it all on you ?
I can't not defend myself...
I can't believe this is how it has to be.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't do anything about this.
I am going insane guys.
I am powerless.

& I shouldn't have posted this.

Marilyn Manson & Danny Elfman

Not that I would fuck them or anything.

But it's Halloween people.

I wanted to scare you.

It's 8:16 a.m. and I am awake.

I cannot sleep in. Physically. Cannot. Sleep in.

It sucks.

I wanted to talk about an issue,

but frankly I am just TOO TIRED to do it.

All I was gonna say really.

Or talk about I guess.

Was confidence.

Apparently confidence is key.

If you tell yourself you can do this, then you can.

Then you will.

If you tell yourself you can't, well then...

You probably won't be able to.

But where to the lines of overconfidence and fantasy cross.

Okay that really didn't make sense.

Where do the lines of positive, optimistic thinking, willing yourself to do something and you suceed,
vs. being overconfident and failing miserably cross.

Where Is The Line?

I am not sure.

I just don't wanna blow this.

I want this to be how I dreamed about it.

No just kidding it honestly will never be like THAT.

But I want this to be great.

To reach it's full potential if possible.
You

can

do

this

right

?

Justin Timberlake

I bet he'd be a GOOD OL' TIME.
Mmmmmmmmmmmm.
I'd like me a slice of JT pie plz.
Mm. Omg.
Yay :)
Men.

Man
I have nothing to say
Pce
Not even

Deryck Whibley

I ALMOST FORGOT YOU/
I am so sorry.
Definitely the first "famous" man I had a crush on.
I hate Avril Lavigne for divorcing you.
I thought you were gonna make it.
You came from the same worlds,
punk rockas from tiny towns in Ontario;
You, Ajax. Her, Napanee.
(no, I didn't have to look that up. I knew that by ♥ )
Believe it or not, around like gr. 6 ... ish... i loved Avril Lavigne 8% less then I do Hayley now, and Sum 41 3% less than I do Paramore. So that's how I know these things
Yah we're going by first names now.
So much in common! What happened?
She changed. I know. She wanted the G-L-A-M-O-R of it all.
I just had to sing the Fergire song to know how t spell that.
Fergie could cure illteracy people. I'm telling you.
Anywho. Just saying I dislike who she has become.
Your first album will always be priceless, admittedly.
Tomorrow, & Too Much To Ask are incredible songs.
Complicated will always be one of my favourite songs, and you can suck my dick if you beg to differ.
JUST KIDDANG I'm not that mean. I used to be hurt by what you used to say about my music tastes;
Then again, that WAS in Gr. 6. so.
I've grown up since then.
Dunno if you have.
Hey look at that.
I didn't blog about myself.
Hooray

Contradiction --> I just did.
Oh look Sum 41 is playing :)
It's called All She's Got.

I WANT TO (BELIEVE HER)
IT'S ALL SHE'S GOT TO PASS THE TIME.

Oh and download "Hell" by Tegan & Sara.
I really enjoy this song.
I think I will buy the new album.
Larrie I still wnat to go to their show in janjan if there are any tickets left :S

whoa im still in big font
WHOA
I NEVER MEANT TO BRAG
BUT I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW
WHOA IT WAS NEVER MY INTENTION TO BRAG
TO STEAL IT ALL WAWAY FORM YOU NOW
BUT GOD DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD
CUZ I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW
AND IF YOU COULD THEN YOU KNOW YOU WOULD
CUZ GOD IT JUST FEELS SO GOOD...

Benjamin Kowalewicz

Lead singer of Billy Talent?
Yup.
I think he'd be so kind, so sweet!
So love :) I have a bit of a crush on him.

Okay Kyle Livingstone that picture was so fuckin funny.
I was like OH haha he liked the new prmr cd.
Then I realized that you did what I did,
which is when I really said OH HAHA =D
LOL! You're funny my friend. Very very funny.

So yah. I don't wanna say anything but maybe I'm feeling bett about Msrbsnss.
Maybe.
I had a catostrophic fight with my parents yesterday but managed not to tell anyone.
I blogged about it but never published it.
It just made me realize not to fret about the rebels thing...
This is going to be cool :) and I can do this.
So kids
once again

JUST
RELAX
Life is still pretty good.
I'm sorry.
all I blog about is me

Josh Hartnett :)

Yeah he's pretty darn good lookin'.

I AM FUCKING POOPED !!
We practices for 2 hours today...
I don't know how I feel about it.
And when I say it.
I don't mean Arvin's penis.
I mean me and my... "singing"
if you WANT to call it that.
Lol guys.
I actually have Zero self confidence........
I dunno if i can do thisssssssssssss.
The boys are just.
They are INCREDIBLE..
I wish I was JUST talented like that.
They just pick the instrument and do it.
But I gues it's because the instrument can stay on key perfectly
the whole
time
it's up to ME
to stay on key for THEM
well now hold on Isha
Maybe just practise....
fake confidence..
turns into real confidence?
what?

:) I'm still happs. I love Ryan Rinlay lol!
Just so Gr. 11. It's adorable.

Ryan Gosling

Just a random.
I forgot Josh Hartnett
or whatever. That guy.
40 days and 40 nights/
I think I'll end it off with Leo.

I eat sleep drink breathe misery
However
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Dont come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more.\

"FRIENDS"

Brad PiTT

CLASSIC.
I almost couldn't think of a Mr. October 24th.
I might continue this into November,
but it will be women.
Not particularly women I would f**k,
but those whom I admire for their strength.
Their voices.
Their Beauty.
Their absolutely stunning beauty/.

Darling, you are The Only Exception.
I have nothing more I wish to say.
Live long.

A.M.

ANtiMeriDiAn.
Can't say whom but I would.
Nah just kidding I wouldn't it might be really greasy;
or really not.

I HATE THIS

George Pettit

I love you fuck!
EVERYBODY ON THE COUNT OF THREE
ACCEPT CRIME
1 , 2 , 3 !

Honours kid 8)
Grad
Grad
GRAD
(council)
Reb
Reb
REB
GRAD FASHION SHOW WE FORGOT....
Chem
Physics
Social (project)
English
I saw Wyatt tonight ! <3
I miss him.
He is my stand in grad date if he doesn't bartend and I don't fall in love
Conch
Conch
Conch <3 I love you.
Tattoo is next! I am wavering between what to get first now.
The script one that is hopefully going to be on my wrist is appealing to me VERY MUCH right now,
because currently my life is reflecting it, WHATEVER IT WILL BE, and ya.
LIFE
IS
WONDERFUL.
(that's not it)

Now be careful because you are so happy
something is going to crash.
Balance
Balance
Balance
Like dear Horatio.
Larrie, I actually LIKE Hamlet.
I am just.

OH YA and me and Arvin saw the greasy emo version of Zac Efron tonight too.
Like I know it WAS Za Efron, just getting into character for his next role.
I swear to you guys.
It was Zac Efron.

Davey Havok

I think he might be good in bed.
It'd be really soft. Soothing.
Ya he'd be good.
:)

I
Made
It.

Thank you guys. =]

Jeremy Davis/ Taylor York/ Zach Farro/ Josh Farro

Give me the strength to win this motherfucking election.
Give Zoe Wincure and Marissa Chankasingh the strength to win this election.
Give us all the strength to win this election.

That's right. I preayed to the Gods of Paramore to win this election.
Wish us good luck guys. Tomorrow,
it's now, or NEVER.
I'm so fucking excited.
I'm so fucking nervous.
This is going to be the best and worst day of my life.
And all I can do is LIVE IT UP.
I am so happy, I am bursting with pride and joy and tears and who knows what else.
There's some people whom. Well. All I can say is.
Now I know who my friends are.

I fuckin love the 4 of you. Thank you all for everything you've done.
Pce.

Patrick Stump

Don't worry. Your time has come :)
I love you.

I sincerely apologize bloggers.
I just realized I have been blogging about the same 2 or three things over
and over
and
over
again.
So I'm asking you to stop reading my blog for now because really,
that's all that's going on in my life right now.
It's a habit now, and I will not stop blogging about it because each day it progresses...
or doesn't...
And I have to keep naming men so.
2 days till Grad.
I'm still nervous about that fricken chorus.

HOW ARE YOU ?

Danny Stevens

Beat out Patrick Stump by a LANDSLIDE.
Ethan, again, thnks for the blog :)
Not much to say..
The prmr thing is sliding slowly towards reality.. SLOWLY<
Don't get excited kids.
Grad in 3 days?
I'm nervous.
Again, I'm very tired.
What else to say? Nothing.

Take another glance and remember,
We're the ones
Setting you up to take our fall.

Brendon Urie

(Real)

Uhm. I wish everyone would blog more :S...
I liek reading your thoughts.
Oh PLEASE keep lying to me.
Please.
I'm begging you!
Fuck.
Lol.
I'm so tired.
4 days till Grad.
Officially singing Misery Buisness @ REB,
and I'm scared as FUCK.
I hope this can be good..
I'm gonna embarass myself really badly aren't I.
Probably.
We'll see.

All we get is
DEAD DISCO
DEAD PHUNK
DEAD ROCK N ROLL
REMODEL
EVERYTHING
WE SPEND TIME
LALALALA LaLalalalalaa

Oh and Avril Lavigne, I am NOT IMPRESSED.

Penn Badgley

CoinkyDink?
THE STEPFATHER just came out today!
Also, Mom's birthday.
I got her a Coach wristlet,
and surprise surprise, she upset my dad so he hit her,
and she did not want to see my gift.
It's a little.. fucked up. Classic Adams.
SO I am leaving my house very soon.
I don't want to be here
anymore.
Peace & Love,
and
I'm gonna find someone who loves me enough NOT to hit me :S
Or would get this mad over an item of food being tossed in the trash..
Especially on one's BIRTHDAY....

Ed Westwick

It's okay. of COURSE I put William Beckett.
How could I not. It was just a natural reflex.
Continuing with the Gossip boys lineup here.

Okay. I like not caring about anymore.
Feels Good.
that's 1.

2. I got this Honesty Box comment.
"Hey, this isn't something I always wanted to tell you but I just heard from somebody else that u did both zoe wincures and marissas pics for there grad posters, as well as yours. and i just wanna say that theyre really really good! also i like the one with the tape thats on your pp. i hope you dont think im relly creepy. but i guess it doesnt matter cuz you dont even know who i am. =)"
Lol! I can actually make a solid guess on who this is. That made me happy.

3. Six days till Grad Council. And now that I think about it, I won't be satisfied if all 3 of us get on. If they both did, that would be SICK. I'd be so happy for them. But if I get on and another one of them gets on and the other doesn't, or ANY combonation you can think of where not all 3 of us don't get on, I won't be truly happy. I dunno man. I'm fuckin nervous as SHIT. I dunno man. .I.just.don't.know,.

4. Okay, so it's not really a big deal.... This guy who's in Gr. 11 now but was in Mine and Max's Guitar 20 class last year wants to perform "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" (BY PARAMORE) for REB ( a big ass Basketball tourny that goes on a JP, and @ opening ceremonies bands, singers, dancers, etc. can do performances) this year. He asked Max to play bass, and he agreed. He said, I need a singer though... He had a boy who COULD, but Mr. Finley wanted a girl to sing. See right then, Max mentioned a good friend of his who was in our guitar class who absolutely ADORED prmr & would liekly do it! Guess who he's asking.
I dunno if I can do this guys. You have no idea how many times I've day dreamed of doing this... covering a Paramore song... and even @ reb. THIS EXACT SCENARIO IS HAPPENING IN REAL LIFE. Like. Literally a dream.. How many times does someone get this chance in thier life time? And for it to be my Gr 12 year, to make it just that much more fucking fantastic. This is an actual dream come true, except for the fact that in my dreams, I can actually sing well. In reality, I just don't think I can truly hit her notes beautifully. I don't think I can cut it. But maybe practice makes perfect? Wait. Maybe. I can't throw this away. I gotta do this. For Me. Capital motherfucking M-E. Maybe. Gotta talk to this kid.

5. Life is treating you too fairly right now. Can't be to Careful anymore, when all that is waiting for YOU.

6. TAKE.BACK.
EVERYTHINGYOUEVERSAID
YOU.NEVER MEANT A WORD OF IT
You never did...
HoLlYwOoDhIlLs&SuBuRbAnThRiLls

Chase Crawford

Prettiest boy EVER.
Like prettiest PRETTY boy. If that makes sense to you.
Man I'm getting sick of naming men.
Not much to talk about.
Day by day is just an excuse to cover up how boring life is right now.
Day by day is just a cover up to the routine that controls my liife.
There's this Academy Is... song that was stuck in my head, and I know it's on my iTunes but I just DON'T KNWO what it's called..
And now I cant even remember the tune and it just makes me sick to my stomach.
No i actually have a stomach ache. I drank my iiced coffee WAY to fast.
Man that shit's like COCAINE.
Crack cocaine.
How is your life going?
Won't someone entertain me ?

I WANTED IT SO DESPERATELY TO BE REAL.
I found the song :)
It's called Seed.
Download it Kyle, you'll love it.
WAIT A SECOND?
HAVE I NOT NAMED WILLIAM BECKETT ...

Jensen Ackles

I can't really think of anyone else, and I think the Supernatural thing just fits.
How can you not have them together.
Yum.
Okay. So you gave a huge update on your life, and overall,
so I will try to give you (plural) mine.

Basically, Grad Council is consuming my mind.
And I don't want it to be this way.
In class, I just start thinking about making it or NOT.
I really want to stop that, because it ruins my day by day process. It truly just screws it up.
I wanna stop that. Immediately.
But I can't.
It's truly a 50-50 chance. And I'm okay with that.
See, my "new" attitude has taught me, if it happens, fuck YA, it happens.
And if it doesn't, it doesn't. And move on.
I know I did my best to get the word out and make people wanna vote for me, so it's up to them.
Ooo. How pretentious : make.people.wanna.vote.for.ME.
I feel like it's just Capital M-E these days huh.
Ya you got that didn't you Kyle?
:)
You would make a fabulous writer, no joke. I'll never forget the "silver" thing about the knight or whatever in Gr. 10. in Kastrino's class. That was the EPITOMY of an incredibly and truly talented writer. Like. You have nooooooooooo idea how much that impressed me!
Like Fuck.
So like. I think I am breaking the record because I legitmately am having 3 halloween costumes this year.
Oct 30th in the day, Howie Mandel (for z+m's scheme to win the costume contest @ skoo.)
Oct 30th in the night, PARTY WITH ALYSSA WOOT! So maybe a different costume with her.
Oct 31st, Where's Waldo ? ALL DAY LONG. And night.
I woke up at 5:50 today to get those fuckin posters all around school, so I can't really remeber anything significant that has happened.
Oh my earring is fucked and I'm too afraid to check. Better go deal with that.
But anyways.
It was muthafuckin worth it.
I hope this works.
You are going to get sooo annoyed with me,
because for the next 7 days,
all I will be talking about is
GGG
RRR
AAA
DDD

Jared Padalecki

OMG SO HAAAWT !!!!
Larrie did you smoke crack ?
Kyle lieks Raine Maida :) hehehe!
Hey guys if I don't reply to your blog comments, it's juscuz I'm REALLLLLLLLLY lazy.
But I always read them and love them. So keep those fuckers coming.
Hahaha omg I;'m so shallow.. "OMG SO HAAAWT!!!!" LOL.
We just past the 1 month anniversary of getting our piercings . Ilu.
You guys.
Grad Council campaign starts TOMORROW.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yeah, I'm fucking nervous as shit. There's offically 50 people running, and 15 will get in.
I have to get the majority of the graduating class to adore me.
I'll let you know right now, I'm wearing very low cut tops and shrugging my shoulders a lot while I walk around and talk to GREASY boys, and for the fact of the matter, girls.
I know I can be a slut once and a while, because I am just pretending.
Unlike some of us JP dwellers. (HA) Mean.
"I will do anything for your vote" LOL.
That's my slogan, no joke.
Ya so Marissa, Zoe and I broke into the school saturday and covered the tower and half the first floor. I can't wait to see some of the IB kids faces when they see webeat them. Suckers.
The effort I am making. Is going good. NOT. But I feel better, because I know I am going to change this.
WHO'S EXCITED FOR METRIC ?
You are Dorothy. YOU ARE. So either me or Larrie will switch tickets with you and sneak back down. We are experts, so don't worry. We got your back bb ♥
Kyle and Larrie, so are you. But this is Dorothy's moment :)
My Waldo costume is almost complete, I'm friggen excited.
You guys better be dressing up for Metric. You BETTER.
JUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMPJUMP

Day
by
Day

Raine Maida

Lol okay.
I just made the shittiest blog I've ever made.
It's just the type I hate.
So I'm changing it.
And here it is :)
Yeah. I'm going to try to stop doing what I do to those people who created me.
It's just NOT right. Even though it allows me to be more free, it is not correct.
I'm going to make an effort to reduce this.
Lately I have not been feeling like a very good person.
I feel I recieved more than I ever could deserve. And for that, I am so motherfucking thankful. SO. Thankful.
If this gives me an image at school to those who don't know me, so be it.
Yeah, I'm nervous. I'm not as confident as that last line sounded.
Because all we ever want to look to everyone is humble. Honest. Kind.
Some are all of those.
Some are few.
Some are none.

And with 4 cups of coffee today, I completely forgot where I was going with this blog.
"Be kind to everyone - because they just might be fighting a harder battle than you are."

Ad♥m L♥zz♥r♥

Dear Mom :
I have a secret you don't know about ....

HA
HA
HA
Or DIDN'T know about, 'till I got BuStEd !
I actually willed the universe to catch 22 me. I kept imagining getting caught, and I did. If I had reacted a little faster and ran up the stairs, I wouldn't have been seen.
Yeah. She caught me bringing his kennel to my room this afternoon.
I thought I had her, cuz I booked it up the stairs while she was in her room, with the doors closed, for the most part.
But that door left slightly ajar allowed her to see out of the corner of her eye through the reflection of one mirror bouncing off another, (complicated right?) the white square that was cat kennel.
So she comes into my room and is like what'd you buy ?
I'm like nuffin.
She like what'd you buy? I saw it.
I like it's nothin. (SHIT!)
WHAT'D YOU BUY.
Larrie needed a cat kennel.
Oh. Okay. But there's no animal here right?
No.
Okay. There's not is there ?
....
Isha.
....
There's no animal here ?!?!
It's REALLY SMALL AND REALLY NICE AND IT'S IN THE BASEMENT BATHROOM (which is very spacious, the perfect bachelor pad for little Oreo) AND HE'S LITTERBOX TRAINED AND CLEAN AND OH IT'S ONLY FOR TODAY !
O_o. Don't. Show. Me. It.
(Walks away)

LOL ! I think I just fried my mom's brain. It was too much of an overload for her to react. Plus my WHOLE fam is coming over for ThanksG din din.
As for tomorrow... we'll see.
I've been a really bad person lately. Living the good life. I need to stop. Too many good things happened.
I've never felt so out of place in my own family tonight. Thanks G dinner is over, and I feel incredibly awkward. Everybody.. has somebody.. in the family that is there #1 person: (hubby, wife. SistaSista. etc. Everyone except me.)
YOU SELFISH BITCH ! I am what I feard most. A spoiled. Brat. I feel like one so much right now.
I feel really uncomfortable with myself right now.
I'm really going through some serious self doubt here.
I don't deserve anything I have recieved.
Oh fuck. I am a terrible person. I do so many things that she HATES. I am guilty. Cuff me.
1. These little disobidiences, what I'm doing, is it reasonable, living my own life, doing what I want to do?
2.Or should I be listening to every single word my mum tells me to do, because I owe her everything I have, because I don't do shit worth fuck everday.?
-Where do we draw the line ?
-Who am I ?

Kyle Livingstone

You beat out Adam Lazzarra today !
Look him up. He's PRETTTTTTTTTYYY darn hot.
So what does that make you ?
:)
FANTASTIC BLOG ky, I really loved it! The description was impecable :)
Uhm. Pretty fucking good day today, and it's not even close to being over.
I wont' tell you what else 'happened'.
YAR ! Girls are slow. I am usualy not this impatient, but this is ridiculous.
Boys are.. cute :) eep.
So I have a riddle for everyone.

What's silver, black, and blue all over and sitting on my driveway ?

Adam Levine

Oh sweet Adam Levine.
Please look me right in the eyes and sing Better That We Break when you slowly, gently f**km*.
Please. Oh god. I bet his little white boy ass is damn cute too.
SuperNatural 2knight, yay.
4:30 p.m tmr, yay.
grd drss tmr, yay.
urbncf tmr? yay.
pictures tmr, yay.
So what's happening Saturday guys ?
Who gives a fuck :)

DAY
BY
DAY

Garrett Hedlund

IM BUSY

Asher Book

Zoe want me to bang him

Actually she want to bang him

But instead imma bang HUR.

otherwise...

I AM SO BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bought Dorothy's Metric ticket, problem solved.

I think I may have found my GRAD DRESS

GRAD COUNCIL ?

AFI illScarlett new cd.

see2thaAYtwothuhARayDRIZZLE

Friday ?

Saturday ?

SUNDAY ?

LARRIE ?

William Beckett

PD DAY bitches.
I feel as though I am wasting it.
JUSTKIDDING doraphree then oh I dunno going to Dewitt Jones presentation..
I think I led it up to something it's not. what I think. I dunno. We'll see.
Then Zoe! Whoop.
What are you so happy for ?
Nothing really.
Not much to say today.
I feel much better.
I don't want to sink again;
however ...
SINK
INTO
ME

Dallas Gr33n

simplest way can explain.

I tell everyone we got through
Cuz I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty
LIE cause I break down.
Every time you come around.
"OhohOhohsohowdoyougethereundermyskin?
SWOREthatI'dneverletyoubackin.
Should'veknownnetterhtantryingtoletyougo
'Causeherewegogogoagain!
HardasItryIknowIcan'tquit
SOMETHINGABOUTYOUissoaddictive
We'refallingtogether,youthinkthatbynowI'dknow
'Causeherewegogogoagain!"
.............
.............
.............
And I know that I should say goodbye but it's no use
Can't be with or without you
oh
oh
oh
oh

but the simplest way to deal,
is just.
Deal.
Stop thinking.

Jason Mraz

made me think too much :(
I'm going to better myself.
No no, stop lying. You've done enough of that lately.
I'm going to TRY to better myself.
Tonight was just ridiculous, and I'm sorry you saw me that way.
It is not the person i want to be.
I don't know how I'm going to solve this.
Because Half of me begs for it to be how it was,
and half of mean just wants it to be completely rid of.
I'm scared
what have i just done
please forgive me

Alex Norman

<333333. Man. I really do admire him. Like subconciously bite my lip adore him. That's hard for men to do.
Change of blog @!
If you think I'M the only one that's complaining, man. Look around.
So I went to the U of A open house today, and I am pretty gosh darn happy.
I am partially decided on what to do after highschool.
BsC in Science, majoring in Neurosciences, minor ..... ?
Then, onto Medical School !
Yeah. Then I can tell boys I'm about to rape, "Trust me, I'm a Doctor," AND MEAN IT .
hahahahhaha
So like. MAYBE Ireland in a few years. Maybe not. Can't say.
Maybe B.C. Maybe not. Can't say.
Oh but don't worry.
I'm doing photography too.
because to be honest, i'm probably NOT going to make it into medical school/
and if I do, i'll have to apply multiple times before they finally except me.
Because i am not the 90% + student.
I wish I was. To dear God I wish !
But you got what you were given, SO DEAL.
^^ that's my moral of blog for today.
I'll try to include one everytime.
Don't get too excited. Bad things happen all the time.
Like.
Why are we all. AND I MEAN ALL of us.
In this situation, maybe even bigger, this society,
where there has to be a problem. There just HAS to be multiple problems,
shallow or really effed up, made up or true, overexxagurated or not.
I just wish.
Well actually. I'm going to combine what 2 people have said to me lots, because I share your thoughts.
I just wish we could all be friends; I just wish we could all be happy.
It's so simple, isn't it ?

WHY DO YOU BUILD ME UP,
BUTTERCUP BABY JUST TO LET ME DOWN,
AND MESS ME AROUND AND THEN WORST OF ALL,
YOU NEVER CALL BABY WHEN YOU SAY YOU WILL
But I love you still.
I NEED YOU
I NEED YOU
MORE THAN ANYONE DARLING
(You know that I have from the start)
SO BUILD ME UP, BUTTERCUP
DON'T BREAK MY HEART.

Oli Sykes

I believe I said October would be men I'd like to have sexual realtions with ?
Yikes.
I saw the best looking substitue teacher today in the office.
I thought he was a STUDENT. That is how young he is.
Must be 21 or 22. Messenger bag. Chesnut Brown ha
Black AA hoodie, Blue and brown plaide shirt underneath,
Black skinnies and beat up black converse.
My dream boy. Man. Excuse me.
I wonder what we're going to look like when we're older.
Mostly the boys. I think they change more when they become men.
But I wonder which ones have the ugly duckling syndrome,
and which ones have the hot teenager now, 40 yr old washed up beer bellied fat ass failed gym coach later.
I'm going to re-itterate the point that we think we all have horrible lives and horrible life problems.
Yuck.
Man. tmr. is lead singer of illScarz.
I don't know what it's like to be you.