Thursday, October 15, 2009

Ed Westwick

It's okay. of COURSE I put William Beckett.
How could I not. It was just a natural reflex.
Continuing with the Gossip boys lineup here.

Okay. I like not caring about anymore.
Feels Good.
that's 1.

2. I got this Honesty Box comment.
"Hey, this isn't something I always wanted to tell you but I just heard from somebody else that u did both zoe wincures and marissas pics for there grad posters, as well as yours. and i just wanna say that theyre really really good! also i like the one with the tape thats on your pp. i hope you dont think im relly creepy. but i guess it doesnt matter cuz you dont even know who i am. =)"
Lol! I can actually make a solid guess on who this is. That made me happy.

3. Six days till Grad Council. And now that I think about it, I won't be satisfied if all 3 of us get on. If they both did, that would be SICK. I'd be so happy for them. But if I get on and another one of them gets on and the other doesn't, or ANY combonation you can think of where not all 3 of us don't get on, I won't be truly happy. I dunno man. I'm fuckin nervous as SHIT. I dunno man. .I.just.don't.know,.

4. Okay, so it's not really a big deal.... This guy who's in Gr. 11 now but was in Mine and Max's Guitar 20 class last year wants to perform "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" (BY PARAMORE) for REB ( a big ass Basketball tourny that goes on a JP, and @ opening ceremonies bands, singers, dancers, etc. can do performances) this year. He asked Max to play bass, and he agreed. He said, I need a singer though... He had a boy who COULD, but Mr. Finley wanted a girl to sing. See right then, Max mentioned a good friend of his who was in our guitar class who absolutely ADORED prmr & would liekly do it! Guess who he's asking.
I dunno if I can do this guys. You have no idea how many times I've day dreamed of doing this... covering a Paramore song... and even @ reb. THIS EXACT SCENARIO IS HAPPENING IN REAL LIFE. Like. Literally a dream.. How many times does someone get this chance in thier life time? And for it to be my Gr 12 year, to make it just that much more fucking fantastic. This is an actual dream come true, except for the fact that in my dreams, I can actually sing well. In reality, I just don't think I can truly hit her notes beautifully. I don't think I can cut it. But maybe practice makes perfect? Wait. Maybe. I can't throw this away. I gotta do this. For Me. Capital motherfucking M-E. Maybe. Gotta talk to this kid.

5. Life is treating you too fairly right now. Can't be to Careful anymore, when all that is waiting for YOU.

6. TAKE.BACK.
EVERYTHINGYOUEVERSAID
YOU.NEVER MEANT A WORD OF IT
You never did...
HoLlYwOoDhIlLs&SuBuRbAnThRiLls

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