Sidenote

I will always love you .
I will never stop loving you.
I will always cry when you cry.
I will always hurt when you hurt.
I will always do anything for you.
But I HATE WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME.
I hate "conversating" with you.
I hate the way you make me feel every single fucking day.
I hate that you make me second guess myself all the time.
I hate how you have sucked away all my self-confidence, and now I have to feign it.
I hate how afraid you make me feel.
I hate going to my own home because of you.
I hate being in the same room with you.
I hate that I can't confide in you for anything.
I hate that you will never know who I really am.
I hate everything about your personality.
I hate that I hate everything about you.
What kind of a PERSON are you ?
I'm sorry but I have completely given up hope that we will ever get along.
(The best part of believe is the LIE. I will always hope.)
I have this huge personality complex because of you.
Why do we have to fight every single day?
Why can't you ever NOT START SOMETHING ?
Why do yo have a problem with everything ?
Why is it that you hate everything around you ?
Why am I blaming it all on you ?
I can't not defend myself...
I can't believe this is how it has to be.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't do anything about this.
I am going insane guys.
I am powerless.

& I shouldn't have posted this.