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Since when did Dorothy turn into an African Antelope ...
Must be her Mage powers from Nex.
:) Love you

See yesterday i had 2 blogs; one sad, one happy.
I forget what the happy one was. This'll have to do
that sucks.

A True Test Of Strength

K sad blog first:

As usual I am thankful she gave me life and such-with and so-forth.
So of course, being the Obsessive Compulsive mother as she is,
the minute she got home at approx. 2 in the afternoon, she
1. RIPPED open every closed garbage in the garage, mistakenly revealing the pizza boxes !
2. noticed the placement of cups in the cupboard were. Well. Misplaced.
3. noticed blankets were not folded the same way she folds them.
So naturally, BuStEd!

My story
"Larrie, Ellie & I went to Wyatt's house, meeting Blair there already. Everyone decided 'Hey, we wanna watch 4 Brothers.'" I said, "HEY ! I own it ! Let's go watch it there, but everybody out by 12 :) "
In an attempt to catch me changing my story and lying, she asked me about 5 times in the past 2 days what really happened. Seriously though? Like I know how to keep my story straight dear.

+Today has been magnificent! As "punishment", along with listening to the sound of her wonderfully screeching voice [ ='( fuck ] I had to
Mop the carpet twice
Scrub pool table twice, each time in a different direction
Disinfect every single pool ball. By Hand.
Clean enitre wooden floor

Are you wondering what the True Test Of Strength is?
She said if I ever wanted anything from her again ( like the car, ETC.) I have to sweet talk her for the rest. of. my. life. Now how am I supposed to do that without defending myself when she's saying something wrong. See for me, it's a natural mechanism that just like springs and explodes when she's talking shit to me. How am I supposed to control it, and just take what she says without REALLY taking it? This is going to be one of the hardest things in my life that I'll have to do. I know that may sound like an over-exagguration, and if YOU think it is, then you don't know what it's like over here AT ALL. If you don't. Thank you x 1 millie.

Ishaa.

SmadA ahsI sI emaN yM

And I really enjoyed last night.
Thanks again for cuming guys :)
Even though it was looking like a shitty day,
it turned out allllrightt/
New glarsses today....?....?....?
4 days
5 days
20 days <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
34 days
Yeah.
Be careful what you wish for .

Sweet Raptured Light

It ends here tonight.

Rest In Peace.

One Day I'll Get To You

And teach you how to get to ....purest....hell....

It honestly has NOT hit me that I am free
2 days ago I was singing I WANT TO BREAK FREE
I WANT TO BREAAAAK FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
You guys know that song. But now it's just like. Non-chalant cool cool I can do whatever I want.
And it hasn't hit for Paramore, among other shows. Like..
AUghh :)
I also slept with my lamp on yesterday cuz of TCSM. Till 2 a.m. I was just silently waiting for Thomas to come crashing through my door and cut me up :( I actually waited.
Don't build this summer up too much, just take as it's gonna be . Yeah.
I want my new glarsses! Fuck

ONE

MORE

Arff.

I REALLY don't wanna write physics.
And I reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly don't wanna write chem either.
But alas I must =S Oh God efffffff.
I actually am dreading tomorrow

Starfucks
or
Dry Cleaners
or
Second Cup

CALL
ME
BACK
kai ?
I'm not sure which I'd rather more. =S List pros and cons of all please. I'm too lazy

Also,

Hakim Optical?
Call me back really REALLY soon
because 3 weeeks is a very difficult length of time to wait for,
and oh did I mention I bought new glasses YAY 8-)

New Edition

Word Dee.
I just needed to type that shit out.
I'm good now, espcially because of this :


<333.

Carpathia

I need to make a revision guys.
I'm not an emo kid's hero.
I'm now a heroine user's wetdream, because I have punctures not cuts. Yes.
And one of the lines is legit running down my vein that goes through my arm
So I actually look like I shoot up.
And what sucks is it's like all blood underneath my skin, so like. It'll take a while to heal :(
On a much, much better note, but not much better beccause 30 days is actually pretty long,
1 month away till ...

WELL HOW ABOUT THAT>

So I had a wonderful afternoon .
While you were being Dragged To Hell,
And you were presenting Green Eggs And Ham,
And you were eating greasy food court food which I WISH I could have been doing,
Where was I ?
Oh that's right!
I WAS BUSY GETTING 36 NEEDLES IN MY RIGHT ARM.

Really? You may be thinking. Really. Why? Well.
I was getting an allergy test my friends, for my parents went crazy and booked me numerous Dr.'s appointments because I was sick for 3 weeks. This is. No was, one of many.
I say was, because I'm never going to a doctor again unless I get shot. Period.
So, tested for 27 types of allergens, and 2 were control hystamines, as the test before the test.
Now granted, those first 29 were not real injections, but a poke that went to the middle of the dermis layer. Not AS FAR as a normal injection, but pretty deep in there.
Go ahead, make your penis jokes if you wish. I did :)
Continuing, the last 7 were injectionswith a 3.5 inch needle :)
So my fore arm has a neat 3 x 9 row of beautifully bleeding prick marks, and my shoulder a magnificent 2 x 3. Those guys are the real bleeders eh.
Nice. Really nice. I better go hook up with my Lewis Estates eem's, and omgJordann!, because I am a bloody mess riight now. They'd all bow down to this prestigous pattern of new scars waiting to form.
Least I know I can take a rat-a-tat-TAT needle, because it won't go nearly as far as that.

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Oh, and the cherry on top of my strawberry sundae? (Strawberry for a reason)
The results tured out negative for everything.
I am allergic to nothing.

N O T H I N G .
O
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A

fucking

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Love Isha.

You Think You Know Somebody...

And then they blow you away.

"cause sometimes having your heart in tact feels like the loneliest thing in the world."

One More Time

I have crossed the line
Now you won't be mine
Anymore...

Hi
I hate headaches too :(
I also hate doctors. First of three appointments on Monday.
Yay.
I was gonna say a bunch of cheer up things
But I don't feel like it anymore
Because guess who walked in and shoved a bunch of threats upmy ass
She just ruins ALMOST everything sometimes
I want to get away from my mom
yet i don't.
fucked
up
huh.

So Many Secrets

How my mood can change is incredible;
I've went from fairly happy to miserably doomed to it's okay to omg sadness again.
NOthing is significantly wrong,
Matters of the heart.
I don't like anymore how things are revolving around him, her, like, love.
Why is this such a huge problem, when there truly are worse things.
I need to talk to you to get it off my chest
Hopefully goes away tmr
I read this post secret a while ago and felt the same way

I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar Disorder;
Thing is, I'd rather be crazy
....
....
.....
Than feel crazy

Maybe I Should Hate You For This

Never really did ever quite get that far.

I hope you get better Larrie :(
I have like 3 specialists appointments my fucking father made for me...
I HATE GOING TO THE DOCTORS ... Like really hate.
I feel really confined with this grounding shit.
I'm afraid to go to the mall to do simple errands and
I can't spend all my pretty giftcards
I got for my birthday
I must apply for jobs
I am running out of mind
I am running out of time
I am running out of patience for this
I cannot wait to be free
I need
Ideas

Ishaa.

Spanish Situations

Oh I love the titles I com up with
So that It blog, like I was gonna post soemthing but I stopped and accidentally hit enter...
So it posted.. did not mean that.
Uhm, basically all I can think about is my left ear is plugged :(
THANKFULLY no fluid shit like last year, that was toture -- no exaugrration.
It's just like. Blocked and I cannot hear. I don' t know what to doooooooooooooooooooo
Must be the recession.
Yes. School be over soon =S .....................................................................................................
I'm at another stand still I suppose. Just fluhhhhhhhh
Rise And RAN. Yes, wonderful.
Uhm
Why are you so sad?
And hungry

Inflammation Of The Bronchioles

Leads to inflaaz of bronchi ---> Lungs ----> Heart Palpitations, LOL running up my stairs is TURNING into running a marathon ---> Is anyone out there? Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe..........................
As for school , I don't see the point anymore
I'm staying home again today
I'm not sure what I want either
Oh we're just a bunch of confused teens
Oh yeah my birthday's tomorrow

So Blind ...

Okay.
So I don't wanna jinx this, but I'm feeling mildly better.
Still coughing up fuck loads of shit, but you know. You live.
I'm only sad becasue I can't sleep cuz when i lie down it's all in my throat and gooey and scratchy and SICK.
B, I didn't know you had pneumonia !?! But you totally understood I was talking to you :)
That made me happy.
Uh. E, I'm really pissed at whatever your stupid secret is. I HATE BEING OUT OF THE LOOP.
Like. Not actually pissed ilu :) But stills. >:< I wish you never said anything in the first place.
I'll put it out there that I will not appreciate a male stripper or authentic drugs.
Lol. I'm actually mad now... no/ not really :)

WHATCHA SAY, IS UNBELIEVABLE
I CAN'T STAND, TO HEAR IT ONCE MORE
WHATCHA DID, I DON'T BELIEVE IT ALL,
WHAT'S WORSE, YOU CAN'T EVEN SAY
WHYYYYYYyyyyyyYYYY

This Is A Drama Production!

I'm sorry for saying this, I know I'm being a drama queen,
but suicide would be much better then how sick I am
I thought I was getting better but my "cold" has hit me again with a VENGENCE
It definitely did a u-turn in my body and said NO FUCKERR, I'M NOT DONE WIIH YOU . (It has a mexican accent, swine flu related of course.)
As of right now, I think of just peacefully dying as my happy place .
Like... I actually just want to die. I'm sure one of you feels like this when you're sick too.
Haha. I wrote suck by accident.

"So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick"

I blog that every time i get sick cuz it's perfect.
How does the human body produce so much mucus? Like. Sorry for being gross,
but it's an incomprehensible amount. Oh, and the colors. It's like a rainbow in my body ,.
I practically have emphysema as well, cuz I'm coughing up fuck loads of shit by the gallon.
I've no doubt used 78 kleenexes last night, and it just multiplies from there.
I haven't really slept for 2 weeks either, I'm, probably never going to Chem class again for this year, as it is in the morning.
Being sick for this long now just feels like a way of life, and I'm never going to get out of it.
It's a lucious cherry on top of my grounding sundae, isn't it.
I can't even tell you if I'm going to my own guitar concert tonight
&
if I'm not significantly better by Wednesday,
I'm cancelling my birthday.
Hooray for me.
Don't get mad if I do though. Like be mature and understand. This is shit.
So Kidz
If you think you're bitter ;
Look Around
:)