This Is A Drama Production!

I'm sorry for saying this, I know I'm being a drama queen,
but suicide would be much better then how sick I am
I thought I was getting better but my "cold" has hit me again with a VENGENCE
It definitely did a u-turn in my body and said NO FUCKERR, I'M NOT DONE WIIH YOU . (It has a mexican accent, swine flu related of course.)
As of right now, I think of just peacefully dying as my happy place .
Like... I actually just want to die. I'm sure one of you feels like this when you're sick too.
Haha. I wrote suck by accident.

"So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick"

I blog that every time i get sick cuz it's perfect.
How does the human body produce so much mucus? Like. Sorry for being gross,
but it's an incomprehensible amount. Oh, and the colors. It's like a rainbow in my body ,.
I practically have emphysema as well, cuz I'm coughing up fuck loads of shit by the gallon.
I've no doubt used 78 kleenexes last night, and it just multiplies from there.
I haven't really slept for 2 weeks either, I'm, probably never going to Chem class again for this year, as it is in the morning.
Being sick for this long now just feels like a way of life, and I'm never going to get out of it.
It's a lucious cherry on top of my grounding sundae, isn't it.
I can't even tell you if I'm going to my own guitar concert tonight
&
if I'm not significantly better by Wednesday,
I'm cancelling my birthday.
Hooray for me.
Don't get mad if I do though. Like be mature and understand. This is shit.
So Kidz
If you think you're bitter ;
Look Around
:)