They Call Kids Like Us Vicious And Carved Out Of Stone

But for what we've become
We just feel more alone
Always weighed what I lost
Againts what I left
So progress report?
I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH.

Do you ever feel like you're slowly losing control?
Ever feel like you can't hold on any longer?
Slipping out of your grip, everything you have?
Too much for you to handle?
Regrets by the hundreds?
Until you find out a way to get out, you're not sure if you
Can?
Tell me you've never done it before.
I can't wait to be with people who aren't you.
Oh, it's my fault now isn't it. For everything.
Never again.

Well I wrote it.
Special detail you notice?
I almost let you know you coulda just fucked RIGHT OFF, all of you.
Even though she blogs sad, one always ends her blog with a smile.
I am doing that too
Because life is good
Right now I am just very mad and mized up and don't need this
The future is falling apart
And I don't know how I am going to handle this
For now I am just very tired and nothing makes sense
I cant' sleep or breathe or eat
Is this all fake or what I;m really feeling
Am I just writing words and mumbling about God knows what?
Yes.
I am wasting your precious time But I don't care.
And for the 2 people who would recognize the fob reference,
I Found The Cure To Growing Older.

:)