Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

Foxtrot
Uniform
Charlie
Kilo

My parents... are becoming... more brown then ever...
I just realized Gr. 12 is going to a terrible year because of them now
My dad is forcing me to go into a career I do not want to pursue, I don't know if I can get out of that.
They said no more concerts, I can't say how imminent that is.
No weekends, and maybe not even Fridays, I'm not clear on.
My dad just said I can't re-dye the back of my hair blonde again, I'm unsure of what will happen if I do.
They told me not to run for Grad Council, I guess I can hide that from them.
I know exactly what you are thinking though. You need to know that with my foreignish parents, it's another universe.
"They can't just DO that to you." Oh, yes they can. Like.
Just. I am fucked. I feel so helpless, so teenager....... I hate this......SO MUCH..... I can't even explain
I hate coming home to them =( like. I hate coming back to my gorgeous home, for the fact that they are within the confines... in fact, this place feels like a prison right now
and i am trapped
every single day... I just hate being here now
You guys I am feeling very supressed right now.. There is so much control raining down here. I am being smothered. I actually feel like i can't breathe...
The tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife - Sarah Letersky
I don't want to feel like this the whole year...
Uh. Yeah. I think I am going to go cry now.
Actually no. I'm gonna hyperventilate while they scream and hit me,
then I'm going to cry
then I'm going to ..
Well.
We'll leave that to YOUR imagination.

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