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My life for next week ish is pree busy yo, it sucks.

Today , study bio units 1+2 NOW.
Wednesday: NO CLASS YAY
-------------Braziere's + a robe + slippers + bestie
-------------Study 4 Soc Studz
Thursday: Soc FINAL
-------------Study Bio Units 3+4
Friday: ??????
Saturday: Study Bio Units 5+6
Sunday: 3rd in car lesson
---------Study Math
Monday: Math FINAL
---------Study Bio Unit 7
Tuesday: Study ALL BIO
---------4th in car lesson
Wednesday: BIO FUCKING DIPLOMA .

I'm sorry Ms. Jackson , but I am for reallllll.

Friends , I haven't said a bit about my mumsie for a while, I think I'll dabble on that for a second.
I'm pretty stressed what with finals around and stuff . Wouldn't you have the common courtesy to take a week off from being a psycho bitch mom, and just let me breathe !
I might sound petty now, but . She is just trying to rearrange my bathroom // bedroom ,
put everything under the counters and "out of the way", just ah!
Like I live in a certain order, everything is placed according to my personality , my daily routine, I just grab it and go .
The way my room is . Well. It's called My Room for a reason dear.
I dunno guys I feel stupid for being annoyed by this , but it's like insane.
I'm not lividly mad at all , if I let my emotions get the best of me I would have a stroke at this time lol.
It's just . The type of things she does , I just feel like someone's hands and grabbing onto my heart & lungs and swinging on them like monkey bars. If that made sense .
It truly is a Straightjacket Feeling.
She just can NEVER leave me alone . It's so unecessary, and it bugs me . I can't breathe when I'm in my house .
I don't know what possesses her to do things like that, and it's the little things that drive me mad.
I don't get her sometimes. At all actually.
It's just grown really old, and it's going to continue to do so.
To be honest , I want her to snap . Like a fucking twig . I want her to realize what she's really like, THAT"S ALL .
She is nice, and when we get along, even for like the few 20 seconds every day and half I savour every moment of it.
A Real Mother .
Do you know that whenever I see a young mom with a young child going to the park to have a fantabulous time , I have to look away?
Because if I keep watching, I'd cry .
I dunno man, I dunno.
Don't worry I'm not sad now , I just . This sucks . So many things are piling up . January is going to be a squeeze .

I can feel the Pressure ,
it's getting closer now
But better off without you .
Luv Luv Isha