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you cant be to careful anymore
when all that is waiting for you
wont come any closer
you've got to reach a little more.

Humph.
Sigh
emotions have been on a rollercoaster for the past 2 days
one from that party
one from somewhere else
about from sent to invited from who?
you'll never know.
humph
sigh
at a time like this i wish you were still around
at a time like this i wish it was you
at a time like this i wish i didnt have a soul
at a time like this...

who are youre real friends?
sometimes i dont even know.

in fact
all your friends seem like enemies when youre broken down and emtpy
mmmm mmmmm mmmmm
exceot that not how i feel at all right now
i
just
feel
down down down down

and also
well fuck icant let this kill me let goo
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time. to, fix, this.

i would say a sentence
that relates to this
and though THIS isnt about you
it relates back down to you
so i wont say it
but im just saying

huh
i dont even know whats wrong
well in a sense i do
but not even not really
like
this shouldnt technically bother me so much
but its all i can think about (subconciously)
when i am not practising guitar
or for the fashiion show
or doing math homework or studying math
it's all i can think about
its the nly thing i want and will ever want
and so now you probably know what i am tlking about
but you dont compoletely know because it is more complicated than the simplest form of the matter

anyways
my dad's got a gun my daddy's got a gun my dadd'ys got a gun you betta run!