I've never felt so uncomfortable in my own skin .
I'm sooooooooo sad right now , and nothing can cheer me up .
Only a month from now when this fucking heals.
And if it doesn't go away after that ...
I don't what I'm going to do to myself , but it won't be healthy :(
I know you may think I'm being a huge wuss or really gay or something , but eff off eh ?
You have NO idea how much this sucks .
It's not even funny to say it sucks balls . Or ass. It just fucking sucks . In fact/
It fucking sucks it sucking fucks it's a piece of shit AND I DON'T LIKE IT .
It's gotten everywhere , and it doesn't even burn , it just HURTS , like 70 open sores all over my body without the blood .This makes my muscles sore, oh I wish i could just walk around in my undies and let my skin breathe, but alas no , school requires clothing .
It's been 1 hour since i started writing this blog ,
I went and watched a seductive but mailicious Supernatural , yay .
Then I tried to workout , but it just hurts way too much . I can't even release any endorphins because of this .
Wow
I haven't been this internally sad in a long time :(
I'm still happyish of course . But I just feel disgusting underneath it all
Just So You Know ,
Isha
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