She's So Sorry

I just haven't had any thoughts the past few days
Or maybe no nice ones
Not that I'm upset or anything . Everything is fine
I'm just so blank right now.
Apologies all round.

Gemini: You're not imagining it - someone is definitely looking at you. You sure caught their eye! .

Sure .
My skepticism is at approximately 6000% right now . Lol
It's me , yeah . I don't go out there and talk and get to know . Whatever . I give up for this school year again.
Jp is done to me . In a way , it could be a good thing cuz if I don't TRY so hard maybe I'll just naturally make friends and flow , .
That's how I want it to be . And if I catch special attention from someone then HooRAH. =]
Uh what else...
Trying to get the creative juices flowing here for you .
I've only been noticing how different every single one is from one another -
And now that I re-read it , it's naive , but then that is all I am .
Like one issue doesn't affect a person AT ALL , but to someone else it can make their whole world crash right before them .
The insecurity , that drowning feeling , just overwhelming them .
It's weird . I've just never thought about it as hard . Ran into it the other day in fact .
But regardless , take what life throws at you and throw it right back .
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