Help I'm Alive

My heart keeps beating like a hammer

You are Blair .

I like that title :) lol

SO LIKE WHAAAAAAAAAA when did Metric get a new album ?!?!?!

Gonna go get THAT tmr .

holy shit

i just realized i havent talked to moustafa in like

16 days

i am a terrbile child :( and now he's leaving for 3 days

and fuck :( and i say shit when he's mean

but how can i disrespect him like that cuz he is the BEST

and worst at the same time

one day he'll be gone forever , and that day , so will I .

I need to take a step back , stop being so selfish and greedy , appreciate what I HAVE .

I almost don't wanna get the tattoo or two because of him , but I can't forget my personality amonsgt trying to be a good kid ,.

Lets remind ourselves what my first one will be

:)

Thoughts & opinions ?

And if you didn't know , I'm Egyptian so that's the reason this one means a lot to me . I juts feel like it'd suit me sooooo well and I'd be really cool . Lol .

My mind is racing . Gonna go try and sit with daddy ,