YOU CAME UP WITH A BREEEZE

ON SUNDAY MORNINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

- Sorry, this turned out REALLY LONG. If you care, please read :) I want all to. If you really don;t you MUST AT LEAST READ MOMENT OF THE DAY . But read this all cuz your my friends. and COMMMENT --

I actually wrote down what i wanted to blog today ,
but the list is downstairs and i am WAY TO LAZY to get it. make it up as i go along here .
Speaking of throwing up , I have been like. Eating HORRIBLY . Like CRAZY it's fucking sick , for the past 2 days .
I want to throw it all up and go rollerblading till i collapse . but I FUCKING CANT CUZ IT"S FUCKING COLD OUTSIDE .
I am sooooooooooo TEMPTED to make a list right now , but surprisingly my will power is really strong on this addiction .
Oh, Isha , you're being over dramatic ! NO , I AM NOT . Making lists like. I WAS ADDICTED .
I thought it would plan out my life , make me achieve the "goals" i wanted to .
BUT NO> it did nto. however, i am discreetly listing them in this blog .

So I'm really sick of my immaturity . I know I am . Like. I dunno . I'm sick of gr. 11 . I'm done . Out . Enough . I want to get over this , I want everything to calm down and be okay , I want us all to calm down and be okay . Like everyone goes or is going through this weird . Area . Period . I really don't wanna say the word "stage" , it's gay .

WHOA MY LIGHTS JUST FLICKERED . anyways .
Like today , I was pretty fucking sad in the morning, I was seriously considering one of my dad's anti-depressant pills , hoping that it would fix everything and make that sick, constant feeling of endless black hopeless shit go away , yeah . I didn't , that'd be way stupid . Plus I know that it doesn't just take one ... ;)

I dunno . I just wanna have a good time . I want to go outside and DO things . I want to live . Get my tattoo . Ride that fucking mindbender . I also am craving to travel . Like Cuba is sounding better and better EVERYDAY Larrie . I really wanna smoke cigars on the beach now .

I guess I'm just buying a Warped Tour Ticket tomrrow by my self ... no one is confirming they're going and like. It's annoying. I'll just go by my fucking self if i have too =S

Neil Young makes you happy :) I'm glad . It'll be good .

Like. July 16 .... Like .... when some people say that my favourite band is gay like. Whatever you don't like them , but keep it to yourself please and just be happy for me that I am going to be SO HAPPY ON THAT DAY like NO ONE AND NO FUCKING THING is going to stop me on that day . No Doubt being my second favourite band . Like I don't even care just lie to me and be like OMG YAY ISHA . Like. That's just.

Ah. I must sound dumb as fuckkkkkkkkkkk

I regret not taking choir, but don't at the same time. If only it weren't in block fucking 0 . the it would be hands down. Whatever . Stick to singing in guitar , and at home by myself. And when I walk home from the bus .

SPEAKING OF GUITAR.... Trip in 7 days . YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So no big first show , Kevin opens the show singing Girl, and I close it singing Karma Police . Must blow B.C. ers out of the mother fucking water. And then I do bass on I Will Survive for BOTH concerts ! and singing Killing Me Softly avec Danielle BOTH CONCERTS too . Yikes. I hate that song.

Speaking of Kevin & I mentioned Larrie.....

MOMENT OF THE DAY:

Kevin: I like to party on days that end in y ... !
(Moment of silence)
Larrie: Ohhh haha I get it ! ... Wait, except Thursday ... ? ?. .. ?

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
cyasuckers, this is thriller.