69

or should I say 66 ?
Ethan is the only one who watches Supernatural ...
Lillith eats babies ... what .... !
And like. Season, or is it SERIES FINALE on Thursday , apocalypse ? OH NO .
Wait .... John do you watch it ?...

Okay. So like. Mistake posting real feelings on blog.
Never doing that again . I'm probably going to just lose it and delete blogger some time .
It makes me very angry and emotional and sick .
Ughmuffin . Like everything is fine , and I'm being a hallucinogenic baby .
I'm just. In a rut. Life is a rut !
Guitar Tour was like SO GOOD that like normal life just sucks now . Well not sucks.
But it's not fun like that was. Nothing will be .
Lol I honestly wish I were in a real band and lived on tour on road and got to sing and play almost if not every night
I need to do things that make me happy everyday . Get Kevin pro at guitar . That's what I'd like.
I hate that down feeling that comes in most days .
Surprisingly I'm not feeling it right now.

All your friends seem like enemies
When you're broken down and empty
MmmMmm

Isha.

:)