K Tell Me

What's the point ?
What's the point of trying not to decieve, when it's not appreciated one single bit .
Trying to avoid doing bad things, always trying to be good, in hopes of something good happening in return ?
Hoping if that you don't do something wrong, Karma will NOT bite you in the ass , but it would reward you for that good instead?
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing ?
What
is
the
point
when
nothing
good
comes
out
of
it
.
I've just lost so many things in the past few weeks, maybe seeming little to you, but insurmountable to me. Those little things that keep you going! The happy things that you get excited about, the ones that you were looking forward too, were supposed to work out, but just, didn't.
So tell me.
What is the point ?
Not like I'm gonna become a massive drug addict and commit as many felonies as I can, but I'm just wondering. Because I don't know anymore.
It's always that the most depressing sayings are true, isn't it.
But don't worry friends, I am not dwelling. Just pondering in a blog.
Because that's what it's here for. Oh, and while we're at it, why are you such an overanalyzing bitch? Can't you just let go, and understand that everything is good right now?
Maybe it's not. But the left brained logical sideis trying as hard as it can to punch that thought back down to where it belongs. Out of existance.
Insane? Yup .

(It's the fire on the sidelines)