Saturday, May 23, 2009

Wut Wrong

dorothy asks.
well.
i dunno.
one thing leads to another and I feel ____. (multiple adjectives go here.)
Losing K Police has really been sucky :(
Other things, tiny things that I've "lost". or just never won. And mother AND moustafa are being rreally gay too right now, just puts me in a sour mood. i hate when i hate being here. home is the best and it sucks/ oxymoron ?
but what can you do right. lol @ mothers indeed .
right now, i feel like im fading away .
oh yea, and i also feel like dying cuz GUESS WHO GOT SICK TODAY ! RIGHT BEFORE GRAD
things have just not gone my way for a really long time.
im just going through a bad losing streak. unlucky brand jeans.
ellie you'd be REALLY proud im gettin good at workin tha heelz .
i dont even really wanna do shit for my birthday either.
i just dont know
like. do you want to ?
*hufff*

2 comments:

Ellie Kay said...

so many metaphors and hidden meaning in there
my head is spinning
park would be proud

and ofcourse do something for your birthday.
it'd be fun something to look forward too
all those people getting together to celebrate you
thats generally what a birthday party is
make good things happen!
and then good things will happen!

-K.Liv. said...

Isha, love. Hang in there. It's gonna get better. Things have to go sour once in a while otherwise you wouldn't notice when things are sweet and beautiful. If nothing is bad, then nothing is good by comparison and that means everything would be bland and neutral. Surely the good are worth the bad (even though it's so so easy to dwell on the bad and overlook the good). Hang in there. The good is coming, and you'll appreciate it even more given the bad you're going through right now. Keep hangin' on.

As for your birthday, I've got you something(s) already and whether I give it to you at a party, at school, or on a day where just you and I hang out, it doesn't matter to me. It's your day to be in the spotlight - do what /you/ want with it.