No One Txted Me Back

I'm really sorry about the blog below.
I just.
Understand now I have incredibly low self ______.
I take it all back in theory,
but i will not delete.
I took the whole experience for granted pretty much.
I don't know how to not take things for granted.
I just get way too excited and overwhelmed and flustered.
Oh why can't I ever be cool and smooth about things?
I am excited to have 2 whole days to myself.
I intend not to waste them.
I could do the responsible thing and prep my English,
but no. I will not.
I have all of xmas break to do that shit.
No,
I am going to think about.
Everything.
And nothing at the same time
Basically nothing.
Hmm
Do you wanna know what I ate today after school ?
SDouble Cheeseburger meal, coke and fries ( officially last time I EVER EAT MCDONALDS AGAIN)
a cookie
2 pizza slices
cinnamon bun
Yup
and that is why i am a fatty
I've really never eaten so horribly in my life though
I can honestly say that.
I'm going to change that,
and only eat an AMAZING something on friday, but only one thing. Not. 4.
Mhm
I blogged about it so now if i dont stick to it you can call me a big ol' fake

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