NO MORE SAD BLOGS .

YOU . MY GOD, YOU .
I'm starting to think that my soulmate actually isn't a male , afterall .
I actually had no idea you were going to do that . Caught me off by surprise , and that's what I needed . Honestly , know one does that kind of thing for me just randomly. Completely . RANDOMLY . =] That is so you . It's funny because I say the exact same thing about you when you say , "Did he really look ? =( Guess he wasn't . I look so bad today . " YOU LOOK GREAT EVERY MO FUCKIN DAY . Lol honestly . I think we're going to be telling each other that for the rest of our lives , but I don't mind . Anything for you . I swear . A n y t h i n g . I'm sooo glad we found each other. It's weird how a bond comes between two people . And I'm not just talking between us , I'm talking about the special one I have with EACH and EVERY FRIEND of mine . I am a lucky gurl , sure am . Each one is completely different , and it feels just right . I can't ever express this in words enough though . I'm always afraid of expressing too much love for you , but then you always turn it right around for me and do something like you just did . So now I feel completely and utterly safe with you . As you should with me. I s'ppose you are . You and I seem to be joined at the hip ....
I hope it stays that way for good .

AS FOR THE GEEZER THING . What can I say ? I mean . Boys are stupid . They are statistically show to be 2 years ahead --- I MEAN BEHIND ( get my reference to your video =] ?) --- of girls smartness and mentally . They won't ever fully understand what we want . Sweetie , and I mean SWEET-TEA . I know he seemed like he was perfect . All the same interests , oh he's gorgeous and slim , his life "planned" out ? His only issue , the thing you were searching ever so hard for in the beginning so you wouldn't like him , (fail lol!), was that he knows WAY too many girls that aren't you . In truth , I know oh too well what it feels like to like someone so much , and to have not let him know and it has become too late . NOT THAT IT'S TOO LATE FOR YOU , cuz it certainly does not mean you cannot make good friends with him first . I mean , that's how it starts doesn't it ? But I just . When you were sad this afternoon I actually could NOT think of a thing to say because I was just so distraught that one boy brought you down . The look on your face hurt my heart , and I was actually glad the Graham blocked your view . This is quite selfish of me to ask you to stop thinking about him ; and I just had a run it with forbidden JM too . I dunno cutie . All I want to say really is that HE IS NOT THE ONLY BOY EVER AND IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD ! For one, I'll always be there :) . Now , you can't get the satisfaction of physical attraction from just me , I know . But the affection part is there 5000% . Literally . Dearest , you get so many chances at boys , and oh how the jealously trickles in me ! Not like I hate you jealously , just darn, that girl's got what the boys want ! So you shouldn't be too too sad that one kid that didn't attach to you as quickly as you wanted him too let you down . There's no reason that you should panic that you won't meet him either, if in the end you still desire his soul to be one with yours . Because since you have the mad connection with me to him , it's not like it's impossible .

Lover . Just calm down , take a minute , breathe . Don't get ahead of yourself , all good things will come in time . That's what I've learned to live by , and for me , it works . I love you to the end of time kid , don't go away alright ? I hope this helped you .

Luv Luv Isha .

P.S. HI DOROTHY <3 !!