Sleeping Sickness

Eeeep !
So this is my first blog ever on this blogspot thing.
It feels really weird because it doesn't have the same feel as the blog from Nexopia , which I am most infamous for . Anyways do people really read these things ?
I don't really understand how this thing works . Ellie help?!
Oh p.s. kids , Ellie Korchagina has become one of my absolute best friends .
This gurl is the deepest and truest person I have known, other than myself .
No jks jks ! I'm not shallow or self preserved , I promise you that .
But continuing , though we only truly became friends this year , I feel as if I've known her for the same amount of years as my other best friend , Felicia Tam .
There are so many things I could say about you Ellie , so many that I cannot put them down on paper . (Computer) .
I just feel as if we are connected so very tightly , and I do not want to lose you . Ever .
Please, just be my best friends until I die, okay ? I read ALL your blogs today , I felt so treasured . I love you with all my heart EKay , I honestly , completely and truly do .
Oh god I wish this thing had emoticons like Nex :( Does it ?!
Though things with FT have been patchy this week , I have come to find that I am a COMPLETE idiot , and nothing was ever wrong in the first place .
I took your advice EK , and gently nudged that we barely talked at school anymore ;
she said "I KNOWW!!! :( " and things proceeded to get back to normal , so my heart is relieved .
That's why I kept saying it wasn't such a HUGE deal , cuz I was pretty sure things were okay .
I know her just that well .
So new friends of blogspot , if you're out there and you actually subscribe or whatever to my blog ,
WHICH I HOPE YOU DO CUZ I LIKE WRITING A LOT ,
you will be hearing of these 2 very much , as well as all my other amazing friends who do some crazy shiit. =]
SO also , each of my blog titles will of course be song titles from the song that has popped up on my iTunes shuffle at that particualr moment.
Today's is a song from City & Colour . Beautiful man .
Beautiful men though , or maybe boys because we are barely 16 -17 ish , will be saved for a later date , a later blog . <3
So world , PCE .
Luv Luv , Isha.