Remembering Sunday

You know , I always thought I was over imagining how much of a cold hearted - no, I should say NO HEARTED - bitch you were , but in all actuality it is completely and utterly true . Unacceptable behaviour coming from a mother . You seem more like the wicked, evil step-mother to me , even though I would still take several bullets for you any time . Hit me , I'd never hit you back . Call me obscene names to assert power ? I would never say my true feelings to your face , only to keep your feelings alive . Because trust me I can be a menace with words when it comes to you ... You don't know how to act anymore , and it has become really childish to me . I can handle it , the only reason being is that you sound so . stupid to me, a lot of your harshness and whip bearing doesn't even make sense at times . Afterall , she just forbade me from talking to her ever again , since every comment that comes out of my mouth is back talking because I am SO RUDE to her , and she is the innocent lamb who has done nothing at all !
Friends , am I the type to be mean to someone , let alone my fucking birth mother , for no reason ?
I only speak out if it is provoked, and TRUST ME , it's provoked.
I am ashamed that I continue to get hurt by some of the untrue things she says . It is not easy being the bigger person , but I am getting better at it :)
Karma , Karma , Karma . Something great will come out of this .
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Sorry for the rant friends ! On with this week !
'Tis been full of Isha talking to a pleathora of extremely cute boys ! Odd I found it , but who's complaining .
DK . LT . JM .
And then the treat of meeting the infamous Ethan Davidge ! It was a pleasure being in your company, as I had expected :)
Oh and I don't mean infamous as in the literal sense , just that I finally met you after all the cyberspace conversations we've had .
Foooooooooooooo , life is hard , but never give up .
Never Say Never , <3

Luv Luv Isha .