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So a lot of deception continues through this week ;

I've been driving my mom's car all around town illegally -- I only have my learner's . =P

It's going pretty good , no accidents , no parts breaking ... uh-oh , better knock on wood ***

Ellie is gracefully snoring away as I type . The pit-pattering sound of the keyboard on her gorgeous Mac Book must me lulling her to sleep some more . What a sleepy goose . We only stayed up 'till 4 this time .

I can't imagine you over anyone else . You'll read this when you wake up , hopefully , and I hope it makes you smile . I'm so tempted to take a picture of you sleeping , it's quite a funny sight , but I have no chord for my camera so there is no point if I cannot upload it ;)

Soulful talks at 3 in the morning , after playing a rousing  2 hour game of Mr. Fancy Pants 'till 2 ? What more could I ask for in a best friend .

LOL , we're big losers . No wonder the wrong boys ask you out and none ask me at all . Oh dear .

Continuing , last night I understood what you said for my predicaments, and I'm sincerely going to try my best to listen to it , I swear . I'm just going to live , and be the best I can be . That's all thee is to it . And fli*t more, yuck ;) I'll do my best.  I have only begun to realize what a bad relationship can do to one , and am becoming thankful , that maybe it was a good thing no one has .... wanted that with me yet . Though , you are missing out . Only EK knows what kind of love I would give . Someone of the opposite sex , please discover =]

I'm waiting .

+OtherwiseHappy+ , and oh yeah , it's Christmas Eve . Well , sort of . Would.ya.look.at.that.

Luv Luv Isha .