Saturday, September 26, 2009

I ♥ MCKENNA

How's that for a mention ? ;)
Wow fuck my mom is walking around like a stalker. It's 2:30 a.m... I HATE how she never falls asleep.
My new peircing is really uncomfortable. I have to keep my hair down because she keeps coming back and forth to yell at me to get off the computer.
I told her, it's past your bedtime dear.
She said, IT'S PAST YOUR BEDTIME STUPID.
Ah, my family. Fuckin Adams .
K. This is probably going to stir a couple of you, but DONT THINK ANYTHING OF IT. This is just for Mckenna Courtepatte, one of the most beautiful girls in the world.
This blog is souly for you, because personally I wasn't going to write about tonight.
The reason ?
Drunk kids = waste of my time.
Lol ! But if my Mickey wants it, SHE GOT IT !
So here we go.
Oh and this has been edited many times, because it always turns out too harsh and personal.
I know my real feelings can be irrational sometimes. I'm learning.

Man. I just don't know what it is about kids and alcohol.
Why are they (we) so very very attracted to this substance?
Is it the notion of growing up as fast as possible?
Is it that sophisticated adults drink till they puke and pass out ?
Is it the incentive of being COOL. Accepted by your peers?
I didn't know cool was making the biggest ASS out of yourself, and then not remembering but saying "Oh mannnnnnnn I got so fucked up last night, AwEsOmE."
It's only A FEW people who I just cannot stand when dah runk ah runk DRUNK.
I just don't see the point of drinking to that extent.
But if you think it's fun, GO FOR IT :)
I actually don't care anymore. Like. They live their lives, I live mine.
I used to try to intervene because I CARED for them. I hate seeing (some of) my friends in that kind of state.
I even almost tried today, but gave up immediately.
I just don't see the point anymore. Like WHO AM I TO JUDGE . To try.
I am a nobody. Done.
I just know I will never be in that state. I just think it's kinda...sad. (pathetic)
***Now before there are ANY misconceptions, because that tends to happen a lot because apparently I do not communicate enough,
I AM NOT ATTACKING ANYONE ON BLOGGER OR NOT ON BLOGGER . Don't want anyone's comments, as I say, anyone can do whatever they want. I am open and don't give a dayum :) (anymore)
It is just my general opinion. Mckenna asked for this man.
LOL JK :) It's not on you.
But yeah. This has always been an issue that I am uncomfortable with.
I'm getting a lot better at handling it though. I've just become accustomed, and definitely just grown up a bit.
Which I enjoy.
I wish it didn't bother me... but it really is getting better every situation it comes up.
If anyone( AGAIN, GENERALLY) thinks I am super gay and retarded, keep it to yourself please :)
You're the ones who signed up to read blogger!
Mckenna. I hope you enjoyed !
Let me know if you have anymore requests, anytime !
Oh and uh.
ilysm.

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