Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Just Believe Me When I Tell You It's Alright


I don't even want to listen to this anymore.
I stopped half way through the first song because I don't want to wasted hte feeling I just got.
It actually just shot through my body and made me tear up.
Mckenna you just don't understand. Or maybe you do because you read :)
I just fuckin love this band.
Just.
Fuck.
And fuck all your problems. ( I don't mean it in the offensive way)
Fuck them.
Forget them.
You don't NEED THIS.
You're better than this.
You can get out of this.
This sucks. You think it's going to be like this forever.
Well, it is going to be like this forever if you don't do something about it.
Whatever you're through is going to end when you decide you want it too.
It's only when YOU choose to end this that it will.
If you sit around hoping for your problem to dissapear, it won't.
I don't want you to be the people who make a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole, and convince youreself that you can't see the sun anymore.
It's wrong. You have to realize that this is not what it's going to be like for the rest of your life.
You're the only one who knows what you want to become of this, and how to fix it.
If you think you don't know, you're just lying to everyone here. I'm calling you a liar because it takes one to know one.
You're just not thinking hard enough. And if you think you've thought to much.
Than stop. Just do.
And if you're ashamed of what you've done, don't be. A mistake does not categorize the type of person you are.
Hell, I made a mistake last year that you thought I WOULD NEVER DO, right ? One that ruined my whole Gr. 11 year. But it was ONE mistake. And the person forgave me, because they knew in their heart that it was my mistake. They knew that I didn't mean it to happen, it just did. It was out of my control.
It was out of your control.
But I got back in control.
And you're going to get back in control.
You're are right. All of our friends lives are just terrible. Even ours.
Like. Come on guys. I mean this in the most supportive way I can possibly express:
GROW up.
But let's be honest here. Who am I to spew this inspirational bullSHIT. I am a huge hypocrite...I am the one who needs to grow up, negative connotation. I don't know who I really am.

Do you ?