Monday, January 11, 2010

Dear Larrie:

Everyone is hiding a secret.
Trust. Me.
Dopo. I feel your pain. I ate like SHIT today.
I know exactly why I did it.
I can tell I'm going to gain at least 5 pounds back in the next 2 weeks, perhaps more.
Exams like.
I actually almost started crying yesterday, and I don't even know why.
I was studyiing for a chem unit final and suddenly got the I am going to fail my entire life wave.
And hence almost started crying.
So then I emotionally ate today.
Granted I felt better, and at the same time worse.
So it's lilke.
I could continue till this is over, and just start anew with the new workout and all second sem;
or I could just slow it down and do my best not to eat shit.
I want the second one
Someone
please help me NOT EAT...
uhm what else.
oh ya fuckin exams.
i am going to die a physics death.
and perhaps chem.
and english and social.

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