Oops...I Did It Again

"Is that a pimple in your ear?"
"YA MOM YA IT'S NOTHING IT'LL GO AWAY"
*turns face away very quickly and stands sideways awkwardly, completely suspicious.*
"Uh I gotta go to school now to get my books so I'll seeya later!"
*Runs.*

Guess what ALMOST could have happened half an hour ago.
I almost dropped dead right there on the spot.
The was the most panick I have ever been in in a VERY long time.
I almost cried when I got in my car lol.
Like. Whoa. I almost forgot how bad it would be if they found out.
Not being cocky anymore and wearing my hair up at home.
I've already pushed it too far. I can see that. Sorry God.
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Another problem has arisen:
My average going into the diploma is 69%.
That's
just
fuckin'
great.
You know first report card I had 84.
Then second I had 77%
And how I have a fuckin 69.
Like what am I going to do.
This means no specialization whatsoever.
But I don't even fuckin' care about that.
It's just like.
Why I am I such a failiure.
I want to blame it all on my teacher.
Because he really does suck in all honesty.
I just wish I could have gotten a better mark.
I'm really worried about university now.

2 down, 4 to go.