Diamonds Aren't Forever

Lately I've been lacking the luster - I mean muster- to blog.
I am just incredibly tired.
Incredibly bored of this
I dunno brah
s
I just
Can't wait till this semesters over
I just can;t believe it either
it's like uh oh
cuz i dont wanna leave highschool
it is my shell
my safe
cozy
life doesnt matter you can do mediochre and be just mighty fuckin fine with that life
and i dont want to go into the real world
becasue i am afraid for the first time in my life
of the future.
i know
i am way ahead of myself
yet in a way
not so much huh

And though you're still with me,
I've been alone.
All alone...