How We SURViVE

is what makes us who were are.

Guess what. I am confronting you now.
You got what you wished for, so here it is.
What
the
fuck
is
up
with
you
?
Do you not understand that you have a conglomeration of friends sitting around you just WAITING to help you ? No one would make fun of you. No one will judge you. No one will spread your secrets.
We are here to help you.
If not to everyone, pick one person.
Any single person you want, and tell them what's going on.
Just because you see ONE way out, does not mean that is the only way out.
Get outside of your own head, and get a different perspective.
It's rare when 2 people see a situation the same way --
This means that other opions will MOST likely help you.
OR give you another idea on how to fix whatever the fuck is going on.
But like honestly, jokes aside
the longer you hold it in, the faster it's going to kill you,
and the rate at which it kills you will become more agonizing.
Don't be afraid of whomever you tell that they are going to think things of you.
Every single person here has a problem,
Whether you know of it or not.
Everyone might deal with it in different ways,
but you have CLEARLY expressed that you need help.
You wouldn't have blogged about it otherwise because even though this blog is public,.
it does display what your most inner thoughts are to some extent.
Don't do this to yourself anymore. You know you don't deserve this feeling ;
The quickening pulse. The sinking heart. Tears in the corners of your eyes, bombs just ticking to detonate. The scream that's sitting in your chest that you just want to fucking ROAR in the middle of class?
Stop doing this.
Tell someone.
Tell Oreo for fucksakes.
Just
TELL
SOMEONE
However, in saying this you KNOW that we will not pry into your life.
We will not ask. We will not beg. We will not nose or fuck around.
When you are ready, then proceed to do so.
Don't put it off. Do not procrastinate.
You are procrasting because you are scared of what will happen and YOU KNOW IT.
You've said this repeatedley to me and who know's whom else, so I know.
I know exactly what you're doing and you have to stop!
GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE
Listen. Fuck. I am starting to say the same things over and over here,
but just know that we love you
We don't want to see you hurting,
or even know that that is the fact of the matter.
and we will help you when you need it.
That will never change.
Just please.
Tell someone.
I love you so much ....

(We + I are interchangeable;
get creative.)