Wednesday, November 18, 2009

When There's No Way Out

The only way out is to GIVE IN.

UPDATE :
Moustafa is back at the hospital .
Angiogram @ 8:30 a.m. tmr ...
if there is blockage, angioplasty with a possibilty of a stint put in place.
Mentioned in the educational video we watched at the hospital today,

Risks Include :
+ Heart Attack
+Stroke
+Death

FUCKING COMFORTING HUH.
So yeah uh...
Tomorrow I might cry at school just to let you know if ANYONE IS READING THIS. Or cares/
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Don't worry Dee, I am not going to quit grad council whatsoever.
I'm going to start changing my attitude towards SOME members now.
A.K.A. not let them walk all over me.
I just got really frustrated you know?
Like.. worst feeling in the world to not be able to say what I am thinking,
not be able to express my ideas.
I feel like I have so much input to give,
and it is just completely botteled up inside my neck and chest,
and so I explode it all on here.
But no more.
I'm not going to live GC like this.
I promise :)
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Ugh.
Honestly I jjust cannot think of anything but Moustafa now.
And all you can think of is yourself.

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