I Wake Up To My Mom Screaming,

DON'T HIT ME !

It's funny how things like that work out Mom isn't it.
For Dorothy,
the final UPDATE:
Moustafa had 2 stents put in the Left Main artery,
the largest surrounding the heart --
95% blcokage, a hairline away from having the most severe heart attack someone could possibly have.
Lucky it was goddamn caught huh ?
Anywho.
I won't say what happened today, did enough of that @ skewl.
I'm so hungry but I can't eat.
Selfish ... if you think YOU'RE the one who's being selfish...
oh, how wrong you are.
You know that's the calibre of what I'd do for you.
You have a problem, you tell me, and I deal with YOU.
It's not like you ignored my situ anyways.
It just came out slightly less discussed than yours did.
That might have even been for the better, like I didn;t mind AT ALL .
What did you expect ?
Am I the one who says, NO, I have a problem so you can shut your mouth.
LOL. You know I wouldn't.
So. That deals with that. Not selfish.
You just wish you could have been selfless,
in dealing with what might be one of the BIGGEST ISSUES you've faced,
and in that thought of wanting to be selfless,
you were being just that.
"It's the thought that counts"
However true that might be.
:) Don't worry about it.

BUT THE WORLD DON'T CARE IF YOU ARE OR NOT THERE BECAUSE YOU'RE
on drugs.