Okay

Desperate times call for desperate measures.
Once the measure has been made, you probabbly regret it.
But this new found regret teaches you that you did not need to be in the former state you were in
in the first place.
Life is good.
Realize what you have.
Realize what happened. to you was wrong,
and you don't NEED some.thing like that in your life.
Even though you loved (it_) SO MUCH,
and you still want to love ( it), because they were your form of heroine/
But you are slightly stronger than this
and you can hold on to the new way of your well being.
You're so close to slipping,.
and you almost do because of that desperate measure
and the vicious cycle just draws you back.
But it's the best thing for you.
Move on and accept what has happened.

Hey you. Congratulations on your decision.
You are going to be whatever you want to be, and fuckin SUCCEED.
And I will be there right behind you :)
Imma have to get me some WINTER ASS TIRES to drive all the way to Peace fuckin River !
But it'll be WORTH IT.
:) I love you!