Update

Moustafa had to stay longer because they felt the need to monitor his vitals .
However he got to come home today ;
But he has to go back tomorrow to do a Stress Test,
and possibly an Angiogram.
Look it up. I'm too tired to explain.
But yeah basically he thinks he had a mini-heart-attack (?questionable?)
same symptoms of what GIVES you one anway.
And now he seems.
Sad.
It almost feels as if he's going into a depression. Again.
Like he's on the verge of slipping..
And I am afraid more than anything that he will.
That was just.
Not right.
To see Moustafa, of ALL people in the world,
not be able to see the sun.
not be able to smile.
crack a joke. dance a little.
Be....
himself.

i'm GOING UNDER
DROWNING YOU
i'm falling forever...
I've got break through
i'm